daisyo75
09-02-04, 04:47 PM
Well I am on Day 5 of Ritalin and I'm still not sure how things are going.
Today I think I'm feeling rebound effects with some anxiety and irritability. Nothing really serious but I could really use some time with a little less stimulation to see if that helps reduce the effect at all.
What I am finding, or I think I'm finding, is that it is harder to handle many things coming at me at one time. A normal moment of my day usually includes My 3 year old doing something he shouldn't be doing, my baby yelling, and my husband on the phone with me having a panic attack on the bridge into New York City. Thats a lot to handle for anyone. But today it just about sent me into the abyss.
So I am wondering. Do stimulant meds make it harder to multitask? I have a hard time keeping my attention on any one thing (outside of hyperfocus) but I can usually spread my attention over several things. In fact with two young kids its essential that I be able to handle a fair amount of activity going on around me. Anyone have any thoughts on this???
On monday night I took my meds so that they would be working during an evening college course I am taking. I was not able to focus on the professor any better than usual but I did a good job of focusing on making notes on something unrelated during class! And my handwriting even seemed a little more legible.
I'm giving this a few more days and am in the process of finding a Dr that will offer more than an attitude and an RX.
Today I think I'm feeling rebound effects with some anxiety and irritability. Nothing really serious but I could really use some time with a little less stimulation to see if that helps reduce the effect at all.
What I am finding, or I think I'm finding, is that it is harder to handle many things coming at me at one time. A normal moment of my day usually includes My 3 year old doing something he shouldn't be doing, my baby yelling, and my husband on the phone with me having a panic attack on the bridge into New York City. Thats a lot to handle for anyone. But today it just about sent me into the abyss.
So I am wondering. Do stimulant meds make it harder to multitask? I have a hard time keeping my attention on any one thing (outside of hyperfocus) but I can usually spread my attention over several things. In fact with two young kids its essential that I be able to handle a fair amount of activity going on around me. Anyone have any thoughts on this???
On monday night I took my meds so that they would be working during an evening college course I am taking. I was not able to focus on the professor any better than usual but I did a good job of focusing on making notes on something unrelated during class! And my handwriting even seemed a little more legible.
I'm giving this a few more days and am in the process of finding a Dr that will offer more than an attitude and an RX.