snappersnacks
02-06-12, 05:59 PM
Hi All,
Im 36 and I've been having issue's since I can remember. Early in my childhood it was hard for me to pay attention because I talked all the time and could never be still. There were also times where I felt anxious around my peers and friends in general. Then there were times where I would think of the most off the wall things and then a million more ideas would follow.
In my twenties I was diagnosed with multiple personality disorder. The docs had me on depakote, trileptal, klonopin, seroquel. Man I was a mess and no wonder they thought I had multiple personalities. After two years of this I winged myself off with a Docs help. Then I started using cannabis and that did wonders, but it is illegal and I don't want the risk. So I've been using super high amounts of caffine for focus and go power. Unfortunately Doc says I have to stop because of my ulcers.
I feel that my mind is going a 1000 miles per hour in the morning and I get frustrated at work quite often. There are times when I'm driving and didn't realize I've already driven that far. I usually get frustrated when I have to multitask, or attend a meeting. I get so bored at meetings and thats when my brillant mind starts roaming again and I also doodle alot during this time.
Other meds I had taken in the past were prozac, welbutrin, valium and paxil. All these type of meds make me lazy, ****** off and worthless. I'm actually seeing a psych doc tomorrow. Does anyone here think I have adhd, or am i just wired differently.
I apologize for my grammer.
Im 36 and I've been having issue's since I can remember. Early in my childhood it was hard for me to pay attention because I talked all the time and could never be still. There were also times where I felt anxious around my peers and friends in general. Then there were times where I would think of the most off the wall things and then a million more ideas would follow.
In my twenties I was diagnosed with multiple personality disorder. The docs had me on depakote, trileptal, klonopin, seroquel. Man I was a mess and no wonder they thought I had multiple personalities. After two years of this I winged myself off with a Docs help. Then I started using cannabis and that did wonders, but it is illegal and I don't want the risk. So I've been using super high amounts of caffine for focus and go power. Unfortunately Doc says I have to stop because of my ulcers.
I feel that my mind is going a 1000 miles per hour in the morning and I get frustrated at work quite often. There are times when I'm driving and didn't realize I've already driven that far. I usually get frustrated when I have to multitask, or attend a meeting. I get so bored at meetings and thats when my brillant mind starts roaming again and I also doodle alot during this time.
Other meds I had taken in the past were prozac, welbutrin, valium and paxil. All these type of meds make me lazy, ****** off and worthless. I'm actually seeing a psych doc tomorrow. Does anyone here think I have adhd, or am i just wired differently.
I apologize for my grammer.