ihavethegcf
11-21-04, 11:14 PM
Hi,
IM CONFUSED!! I'm confused between whether I'm the most easily bored person on the face of the earth, my highly creative mind has taken over my body in a negitive way, my mom's patterns have gottin to me or I HAVE ADD.
For my whole life I was the biggest daydreamer u'd ever wanna no :eek: .
I can even remember @ the age of 3 art of seeing things that are not infront of u but in ur momery very CALIBUNGA DUDE!! And this was ontop of me being xtremely quiet. I felt a big disconnect from me and my environment. There were even adults that said to my parents that I should get an EEG done as well as meds.
As I got in2 elementary the condition became even worse. With all the special ed I went through @ the time made work so e-z it wuz BORRRRRING! And of course as we all no wen ur bored u zone out. And with all this zoning out it made it very difficult to start or maintain friendships.
As I progressed in2 my middle and high skul years I began trying experiments to try and stimulate me enough to "snap outt of it".
I over dosed on pills. I tryed to get in2 drugs. I even had sex! Then I realised that I should probebly tone it down get rid of "the cloud 9" dream by participating more in class, joining clubs, and trying 2 attend parties. And I think I even tryed meditation too. And with all that it still didnt work.
Someone recommended that I should try and go on a lo carb high protien diet. It did help just a wee bit but it really didnt do the job. She also recommended that I go on meds. And after being on it for like 4 - 5 weex it really didnt do much.
So as a question 2 all WUT THE HELL IS WRONG W/ ME!!!! :eek: :eek:
Jen
IM CONFUSED!! I'm confused between whether I'm the most easily bored person on the face of the earth, my highly creative mind has taken over my body in a negitive way, my mom's patterns have gottin to me or I HAVE ADD.
For my whole life I was the biggest daydreamer u'd ever wanna no :eek: .
I can even remember @ the age of 3 art of seeing things that are not infront of u but in ur momery very CALIBUNGA DUDE!! And this was ontop of me being xtremely quiet. I felt a big disconnect from me and my environment. There were even adults that said to my parents that I should get an EEG done as well as meds.
As I got in2 elementary the condition became even worse. With all the special ed I went through @ the time made work so e-z it wuz BORRRRRING! And of course as we all no wen ur bored u zone out. And with all this zoning out it made it very difficult to start or maintain friendships.
As I progressed in2 my middle and high skul years I began trying experiments to try and stimulate me enough to "snap outt of it".
I over dosed on pills. I tryed to get in2 drugs. I even had sex! Then I realised that I should probebly tone it down get rid of "the cloud 9" dream by participating more in class, joining clubs, and trying 2 attend parties. And I think I even tryed meditation too. And with all that it still didnt work.
Someone recommended that I should try and go on a lo carb high protien diet. It did help just a wee bit but it really didnt do the job. She also recommended that I go on meds. And after being on it for like 4 - 5 weex it really didnt do much.
So as a question 2 all WUT THE HELL IS WRONG W/ ME!!!! :eek: :eek:
Jen