b-baller#15
12-28-04, 12:26 AM
I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was in 2nd grade and I am currently taking Ritalin. I will admit that medication helps me alot. When I dont take it I almost always end up suspended or in ALE (what my school calls in school suspension). But sometimes I go through these periods of time where I just dont want to take my medicine anymore. I think its stupid, it doesnt help me at all, and I just stop taking it. When I do this I end up in all kinds of trouble at school and my grades go from C's to F's. Then something happens and I realize that I really need it and I start taking it again. I say I will never do that again and I dont know why I even stopped taking it in the first place. I started to notice that when I forget to take my medicine before school and I get through the whole day without getting written up thats when I start thinking that I dont need it anymore. I think "I didnt take it today and I didnt get written up so I dont need it anymore" so I stop taking it, then the next day I get written up like 5 times. But I dont stop taking it for a couple of days it would be more like a couple of weeks. I usually dont start taking it again until something really dramatic happens. Then I take it again and dont understand why I ever stopped taking it in the first place.
Does this happen to anybody else? I NEED HELP!!!
Does this happen to anybody else? I NEED HELP!!!