Jami Lea
01-18-05, 09:22 PM
I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 6 years old. It really helped me get straight A's and helped me to build better relationships with my family and school friends. When I got to highschool, they took me off ritalin and put me on Adderall b/c I didnt have the HD anymore. It worked out fine, but then I started smoking pot and didn't take my meds anymore. Now, I am 20, at a closer walk to God and engaged to the most beautiful man in the world. I am starting a new job in a couple of days. I got this job through a lady at my church. I can't focus, I can't remember and I am very forgetful, I am having a hard time maintaining friendships b/c I am impulsive and such. I realize now that I need to be back on medication. I have been switching jobs a lot because I cant stay focused and my attention span is just way off. I don't want to mess up my new job. I want a 4 year plan. I am currently just starting to go to college. I can't get any medical benefits for 3 months. Does anyone have any suggestions on free medical help or something of the sort just until I can get medical? I understand my ADD completely, but I can not control it. I am not ashamed of it, but I know I need some help. I want to live a stable life. I just can't do it right now without medication. Thank you,:eek:
~Suffering~
~Suffering~