I have been getting so frustrated... I just don't know. Yesterday was such a good day- today I just went downhill. I went to work today just in a fog. Not weather wise either... Just really not with it. I've been fighting myself big time... Just trying to get with the program. It's hard. I got my family medical leave papers to my psychologist- he wanted to know if I wanted to take a couple of weeks off... all I said was that I wanted intermittant leave- just for the visits ... but with how today went at work, I don't know if that was the best choice for me to make. The reason that I did that was because I didn't want my counselor to think that I was milking it... you know... But with all the emotions- all the frustration- feeling overwhelmed... did I make the right choice? That's the question I'm stuck with in my head.

Today I walked in to work.. I was okay for a little while- but my brain didn't work!!!!!!! I swear, I felt like I had quite a few dumb moments. Like I absolutely just stopped thinking altogether. I couldn't organize anything in my head. It just quit. So I'd sit there with moments of looking like I had no idea what was going on.... After my break was over... I walked into work... I felt like my brain was just full with thoughts. If there was anything more in there, it would have seeped out of my head. So maybe that's why later I felt like I had nothing... slow drip. LOL.

So... now I'm just blah. Thinking if I should call my counselor to see if he could make an adjustment to the paperwork before I pick them up in the morning... or if I should leave it alone & hope for the best.

Any ideas??? Help me???

Janet