MrPrufrock
02-04-05, 04:49 PM
I'm curious if any ADDers are able to cope with taking just anti-depressants for their ADD rather than stimulants.
I'm 34 and was diagnosed a year ago and have been taking 20mg of Adderall XR per day. It does wonders for my concentration but I don't feel like myself, and I tend to withdraw and lose track of time. If I take less than 20mg it doesn't work well enough. All in all I miss the positive aspects of my personality while on this drug. Not only that but I've been getting odd flutters in my chest that feel like a moth beating its wings and moving about an inch or two across my heart. I recently tried switching to straight Adderall and that felt a little "cleaner" but the heart flutters increased and I don't feel safe taking it.
I have not tried antidepressants for this yet but I think I need them because I've been depressed for most of my life thanks to ADD. I took a drug holiday last week and found myself interrupting during meetings at work, doodling, making paper airplanes and generally being the same class clown I was throughout school. At the end of the day as I'm going to my car I find myself saying under my breath, "I hate my life" and similar things. Of course up until a year ago I just lived with it and had no idea it was ADD.
I haven't been able to afford seeing a psychiatrist because my wife is seeing one right now (and a therapist). However, my GP fills my Adderall scripts so I was hoping to find more info on what antidepressants work well for ADD (I'm the compulsive variety) and perhaps then he can prescribe them for me. Maybe if I can find something that calms me down a bit I will stop acting compulsively and will have less bad behavior to regret. I still need help concentrating but perhaps antidepressants help there, too?
Thanks for any feedback!
I'm 34 and was diagnosed a year ago and have been taking 20mg of Adderall XR per day. It does wonders for my concentration but I don't feel like myself, and I tend to withdraw and lose track of time. If I take less than 20mg it doesn't work well enough. All in all I miss the positive aspects of my personality while on this drug. Not only that but I've been getting odd flutters in my chest that feel like a moth beating its wings and moving about an inch or two across my heart. I recently tried switching to straight Adderall and that felt a little "cleaner" but the heart flutters increased and I don't feel safe taking it.
I have not tried antidepressants for this yet but I think I need them because I've been depressed for most of my life thanks to ADD. I took a drug holiday last week and found myself interrupting during meetings at work, doodling, making paper airplanes and generally being the same class clown I was throughout school. At the end of the day as I'm going to my car I find myself saying under my breath, "I hate my life" and similar things. Of course up until a year ago I just lived with it and had no idea it was ADD.
I haven't been able to afford seeing a psychiatrist because my wife is seeing one right now (and a therapist). However, my GP fills my Adderall scripts so I was hoping to find more info on what antidepressants work well for ADD (I'm the compulsive variety) and perhaps then he can prescribe them for me. Maybe if I can find something that calms me down a bit I will stop acting compulsively and will have less bad behavior to regret. I still need help concentrating but perhaps antidepressants help there, too?
Thanks for any feedback!