Ish
02-17-05, 09:57 AM
I am 26 years old and haven't used any recreational drugs (unless alcohol counts), so I have never experienced what it feels like to be high. When I take Adderall I feel energetic, focused and happy...sort of buzzed, but motivated and productive. From reading about Adderall, people who do not have ADD experience the same feelings when they take it. How do I know that I am improving my ADD and not just getting high? Is this experience any different than someone who is just abusing the medication?
My biggest fear is to become dependant and addicted to medication. Because Adderall makes everything so much more pleasant, I can see how it can be addictive. Addicts commonly claim that they can stop what they're abusing at any time....they just don't want to. This scares me a little and blurs my preception of wheter or not I am beginning to become addicted to the medication. At any point in time (that I'm not trying to sleep) I prefer the feeling of being on Adderall than not. Is that bad? I'm not sure. I would image if someone had sevre vision problems that at any moement in time (when they were not sleeping) they would prefer to wear glasses or contacts so that things are in focus. But no one is addictied to glasses. I just don't know how to tell the difference. What do you guys think?
-Ish
My biggest fear is to become dependant and addicted to medication. Because Adderall makes everything so much more pleasant, I can see how it can be addictive. Addicts commonly claim that they can stop what they're abusing at any time....they just don't want to. This scares me a little and blurs my preception of wheter or not I am beginning to become addicted to the medication. At any point in time (that I'm not trying to sleep) I prefer the feeling of being on Adderall than not. Is that bad? I'm not sure. I would image if someone had sevre vision problems that at any moement in time (when they were not sleeping) they would prefer to wear glasses or contacts so that things are in focus. But no one is addictied to glasses. I just don't know how to tell the difference. What do you guys think?
-Ish