Donna
02-20-05, 06:44 PM
I am on Concerta 54. Well I started taking it again about a week and half ago. The first couple of days I felt slowed down and almost drugged but very relaxed. It seemed to wear off quickly tho in the first few days. I seem to remember someone mentioning it needing to build up in your system. I could be wrong about that tho. I did have a head ache for those first days and nausea but not anymore. It does supress my appetite and I've lost a ton of weight which I didn't have that much to begin with. Caught a view of myself in a side mirror today and I look like a stick. I'm currently dreaming up ways to get food down. If I smell or taste food while on Concerta, it's almost revolting. This is not such a good thing if you're not overweight. You need food to stay healthy and not have your hair, teeth and nails fall out...;)
I also experience dehydration and my skin looks dehydrated and older...mouth like the Sahara desert. Also in the first days, if I was on a computer or watching a television when it wore off, I found it hard to tear myself away and I got very little sleep since I have to exhaust myself (and then some) to go to bed....hyperfocus in strong effect. I start and obsess over a lot less projects involving gathering data...would gather info on something obessively to use in the future for something but then lost interest and didn't want to throw it away due to all the work I put into the gathering of it. You should see the stacks of paperwork that are slowly dissolving in my home.
Positives: I'm much more calm, less impulsive and I don't interrupt conversations. I don't react when my boss tries to push my buttons and say things I will later regret. I don't go on shopping sprees and buy things I don't need or can't afford....have saved a lot of money recently. I know when to quit something...less perfectionistic. My self esteem has improved...course, that could be because I decided to write out a list of my positive characteristics and when I took a good look at it (keep it in a place you will see often), I had a huge change of personal belief in myself. Why have I been so down on myself all these years and found it hard to take a compliment? I got a lot of good stuff goin' on... :D
I know there's more but I can't think of them right now.
Just wanted to share,
Donna
I also experience dehydration and my skin looks dehydrated and older...mouth like the Sahara desert. Also in the first days, if I was on a computer or watching a television when it wore off, I found it hard to tear myself away and I got very little sleep since I have to exhaust myself (and then some) to go to bed....hyperfocus in strong effect. I start and obsess over a lot less projects involving gathering data...would gather info on something obessively to use in the future for something but then lost interest and didn't want to throw it away due to all the work I put into the gathering of it. You should see the stacks of paperwork that are slowly dissolving in my home.
Positives: I'm much more calm, less impulsive and I don't interrupt conversations. I don't react when my boss tries to push my buttons and say things I will later regret. I don't go on shopping sprees and buy things I don't need or can't afford....have saved a lot of money recently. I know when to quit something...less perfectionistic. My self esteem has improved...course, that could be because I decided to write out a list of my positive characteristics and when I took a good look at it (keep it in a place you will see often), I had a huge change of personal belief in myself. Why have I been so down on myself all these years and found it hard to take a compliment? I got a lot of good stuff goin' on... :D
I know there's more but I can't think of them right now.
Just wanted to share,
Donna