TenseShoulder
03-08-05, 01:59 PM
I don't know what it is but it just has to be neurological.
Is it a shoulder tic or a semi volountary repetative movement I have.
I can stop it if I want to (or have to to hide it) but I get some strange satisfaction out of tensing and releasing all day long. Sometimes I will tense it so much that the tendons pop.
Sometimes by the end of the day I am completely sore and exhausted.
It has been a nagging ocd for about 9 years.
It is intensified during periods of stress and anger but often times for no reason at all.
Used to be mostly on my right side and included the right hip but now seems to be spreading to the left.
I am sure that I will have crippled myself in 15 years by wearing away the cartilidge and tearing the tendons and ligaments and causing nerve damage.
I think it started when I was a teen taking lots of slapshots playing hockey thus straining the area.
When I was 8 or 9 i noticed a tendancy to have small rare ocd type rituals, nothing severe...just a quick count with a blink or two and some swallowing. I don't notice it now except for the shoulder/hip problem.
It's really annoying the crap out of me and I am considering perhaps an ocd medication to see if it can help.
Is it a shoulder tic or a semi volountary repetative movement I have.
I can stop it if I want to (or have to to hide it) but I get some strange satisfaction out of tensing and releasing all day long. Sometimes I will tense it so much that the tendons pop.
Sometimes by the end of the day I am completely sore and exhausted.
It has been a nagging ocd for about 9 years.
It is intensified during periods of stress and anger but often times for no reason at all.
Used to be mostly on my right side and included the right hip but now seems to be spreading to the left.
I am sure that I will have crippled myself in 15 years by wearing away the cartilidge and tearing the tendons and ligaments and causing nerve damage.
I think it started when I was a teen taking lots of slapshots playing hockey thus straining the area.
When I was 8 or 9 i noticed a tendancy to have small rare ocd type rituals, nothing severe...just a quick count with a blink or two and some swallowing. I don't notice it now except for the shoulder/hip problem.
It's really annoying the crap out of me and I am considering perhaps an ocd medication to see if it can help.