View Full Version : NEGATIVITY THREAD! Tell us all the bad stuff! - - - - -
ADDitives 03-16-05, 04:37 AM THIS THREAD, which I just thought of, is a thread about all the bad stuff, negative, things you didnt like, horrible things people said, you felt sick, you were late, you fell down, the bus driver was mean to you, your friends didnt want to see you, your parents yelled at you, the teacher was mad.....
This is about all the negative things - - - - -
(note, - means "negative", + means "positive" and i will be using these symbols in the themed threads)
The POINT of this thread is so that you can get it all out. The point of this thread is to talk about being
upset angry cluttered
frustrated misunderstood left out
bad wrong hateful
hated disliked lonely
lost depressed sick
bad weatehr miscellaneous things
unfortunate events bad experiences
It's to get it all out, and to voice whats just not right.
It's for stuff that might not really be worth making another thread about..... it's a random posting of NEGATIVITY! Gurrr!!!!!
:mad: :confused: :o :eek: :(
It's about that stuff above! (thats about all i could milk out of the emoticons... there are other negative emotions!)
and its not just about negative emotions, it can be about nevative things, negative experiences, negative people.
A good way to format it would be under headings for your posts, for example
ANGRY
I'm so angry because this, that, this person, and i did, and i just cfouldnt....
SAD
Nobody woudl listen... etc etc
CONFUSED
I just can't get it together! (etc etc)
--> the stuff written under are just a general example, but the headings which are you general feeling of negativity "FRUSTRATED" "SAD" "MAD" are good, for reasons such as you can see at a glance how youfeel and you can deconstruct it, others can see at a glance that you were mad, angry, lonely etc etc.
Anything bad that happens and you want to talk about it, this is the place! :mad:
:D This sounds like a plan, well done you.
/me will be coming here far too often...
ADDitives 03-16-05, 10:31 PM fk... slept in an hour too much
took too long doing stuff like eating breakfast
tried to kill mosquitos in the bathrom... sure, tey all died, then i tried to vacuum them and they all squished and bled on the floor. now i have to clean THAT up.
wasted time that i should have done assignment... i procrasticaned, got side tracked, hyperfocussed on CR**. it felt like 10 mins of doig the non-productive stuff. but was actualy 55 mins
by behaviour modification chart is going to absolute sh**... its just not working. all its showing me is where im going WRONG!
i have to go to work... i have to get ready soon.
hyperfocus is a bad problem right now.
AND IVE ONLY BEEN AWAKE FOR 2 HOURS!!!! grr. i wonder what ELSE i will do wrong today!
my mom is mad at me coz i got a d in math. i hate math its so dumb i don't need it i cnount money ok
my mom is making me clean my room
and we are having broccoli for dinner
my mom is rally mean sometimes
Mood? Pensive I guess.
Intimacy.
It's a word, nothing more. I remind myself of this in solemn times, but it seems little comfort in a world where it feels like even the buildings have eyes, when the whole planet seems to coalesce and domineer over those it deems inadequate, in a hell-bent to fuel its own narcissistic lust.
Intimacy for me has always been like a clouded night. Looking up I can just see enough to realise that there's something fantastical up there. But can never see enough at once to appreciate it. The beauty, the rapture, the unparalleled symmetry. Sometimes I sit and piece together the narrowed snippets in my head, in a desperate attempt to appreciate the synergy of the whole picture.
But it never even comes close
In my heart I know that this stems from ADD. The clouded sky seems an apt paradigm for a constrained attention span. Still, it isn't anything that any kind of medication can sort.
There are times when I want to strap those around me down for a gestapo-esque interrogation about my flaws. To find out what I needed to do gain the friendly affection that they showed others. If no ones going to tell me why I'm such a ****ty candidate for intimacy, then how the ****ing hell am I ever going to change that.
It's gotten to the point when I'm spurned with jealously whenever I see anyone displaying any kind of familiarity with each other.
To be honest I'm not really sure if I should submit this, it probably doesn't belong here. I'm just so damn grateful a thread like this has been made. I've wanted a place to rant for a long time, but it seemed like self-ingratiation to go out and burden you all with my inadequacies.
ADDitives 03-18-05, 04:35 AM my mom is mad at me coz i got a d in math. i hate math its so dumb i don't need it i cnount money ok
my mom is making me clean my room
and we are having broccoli for dinner
my mom is rally mean sometimes
Koda, you dont sound like youre having such a great time right now.
What topic were you doing in math? Maybe you could have a talk with your teacher, and ask him or her what you need the stuff for in real life. This might help you take an interest in it.
Cleaning your room is tough, i know. I'm 18, and i will be 19 soon, and i still hate it. It just all gets messier and messier doesnt it? My mum is always yelling at me to clean my room. There's stuff everythwere, all over the floor.
I just can't keep track of it.
Broccoli is yuck, i know. But its got healthy stuff in it, and maybe you could ask your mum and dad if you can have some sort of sauce for it to hide the taste next time you eat it?
All mum's get really mad sometimes. Mine gets mad all the time, and she doesnt understand me. She doesnt even know that i have ADHD or even know what that is at all, really. Your mum can get mad at you, but I think she's just frustrated and it's hard work being a mum who has ADD herself and having a kid who is harder to look after and deal with.
What particular things does your mum get mad for usually?
Do you sometimes not understand why she is mad?
The best thing to do might be to let her calm down, maybe give her some space. Then talk to her in half an hour or a few hours later, and talk about her with what happened. If she is mad at something you did or didnt do, then maybe you just didnt understand what you were supposed to do?
just some thoughts for you :)
I didn't see you make a post in the positive things thread, nothing good happened lately? :)
ADDitives 03-18-05, 08:46 PM argh im a moron. woke up at 9am today (45 mins ago) and realized by work shirt is still soaking in water rinsing out. i oculd have hung it out last night, or even 7.30 thismornign when i got up to pee. but i forgot. now its hanging in the sun, trying to try in the next hour (its been out there for about 40 mins).
i hope it dries, its the only one i have and i have to leave before 11.00 to go to wokr.
oh and i have to much to do today i just hate it.
ADDitives 03-20-05, 02:32 AM negative: mum is probably NOT going away for 2 weeks now. i waslooking forward to haveing the house to myself for 2 weeks :(
SOMEONE THREW A GLASS BOTTLE AT OUR HOUSE TODAY! I DIDNT EVEN SEE A PERSON BUT I SAW GLASS SHATTER!
ADDitives 03-20-05, 05:50 AM this assignment is getting very frustrating and stressful.
i have all my information, and now i have to weave through it. i have a draft and stickynotes all over it, and circled numbers.. ok great, and now its 6.48pm sunday nght, and its due monday afternoon. there's no way in h_ll that im leaving it until tomrrow afternoon, cause i have classes in the mornin, and everyone ELSE will hav left this assigment until tomorro wafternoon, and i wont get on a computer.
so i have to finish it all tonight, and tomorrow i can check it for mistakes etc.
its getting stressful and im edgy. *slow stressed gasp*
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