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ChrissiADHD
01-18-14, 12:44 AM
FAMILY MEANS

September 27, 2012 at 2:40pm


I don't believe in you
anymore
I cannot
because to believe in you means
I cannot believe in me
To believe in you means
I am not worthy
of love, of respect
of loyalty, of trust
I am not worthy
of the truth, just your lies
I cannot believe in you
because that means
I am only worthy of pity
Instead of love
I am only worthy
of second best or less
to believe in you means
I never belonged
Not just here but anywhere
to believe you means
I must get used to betrayal
Used to abandonment
used to being invisible
or never existing at all
I don't believe in you
anymore
I am loved, just not by you
I am trusted and respected
just not by you
I am everything and something to someone
just not to you
I am existence to someone
just not for you
I belong
just not to you
I don't believe in you anymore
I believe in me