Andi
07-04-04, 09:08 PM
In learning and understanding my condition I have begun to chart my moods. The thing that I have learned over time is that even though I'm charting I failed to understand what my moods meant. For the longest time what I considered to be "ok" or "normal" was actually mild depression. It didn't invalidate my charting but it gave the doctor a clearer picture of where our therapy needed to go. Needless to say, I was shocked..amazed...flabbergasted. This charting is not only helping me understand what is going on but it's also giving my doctor insight of what's going on with me. I realize that I'm an analytical personality and nothing makes me happier then charts and graphs but it has merit. I recall the first time he graphed my mood, I cried (not until after our session of course). At last, someone understood what it was like to be me and there it was on paper so that even I could get a clearer picture of what was going on inside.
To create my chart I made a table...the column headers included Date, Mood, Sleep, and Comments. Under mood I keep track of my irritability, anxiety and give a range of depression and euphoria, aiming for "normal". I realize this sounds complex but it's amazing that once you begin to use it and understanding that it can help with your progress just how committed you become. Journaling can accomplish the same thing but this is what worked for me. If you'd like a copy, let me know...I'd be happy to email it to anyone.
To create my chart I made a table...the column headers included Date, Mood, Sleep, and Comments. Under mood I keep track of my irritability, anxiety and give a range of depression and euphoria, aiming for "normal". I realize this sounds complex but it's amazing that once you begin to use it and understanding that it can help with your progress just how committed you become. Journaling can accomplish the same thing but this is what worked for me. If you'd like a copy, let me know...I'd be happy to email it to anyone.