ADDitives
04-12-05, 02:38 AM
ok... something a little odd is happening. its started over the last few nights, and got really bad last night: i cant STAND to lie in bed and do nothing.
ive had a lifelong problem of being unable to fall asleep... it takes upto 4 - 5 hours to get to sleep, usually 3 - 4 hours to get to sleep on a regular basis.
now i just want to fall asleep and get it over with, and i cant stand it. im so bored lying there i just go crazy, and get so stressed. i just need to get so sleep. so tired - but frustrated and,... bored is the only word. its more than bored, more than restless.. i just want to fall asleep and for it to be tomorrow again.
and now, ive come home after my exam and lunch. i feel sick, and need to lie down. i tried lying down, and was there for about 2 mins or less before i became SO bored it was just stupid, and i HAD to get up and do something.
i have a headache and feel funny and a little dizzy, but i cant stand the thought of having to lie down even for 5 - 10 minutes. even though i know i need to.
ive had a lifelong problem of being unable to fall asleep... it takes upto 4 - 5 hours to get to sleep, usually 3 - 4 hours to get to sleep on a regular basis.
now i just want to fall asleep and get it over with, and i cant stand it. im so bored lying there i just go crazy, and get so stressed. i just need to get so sleep. so tired - but frustrated and,... bored is the only word. its more than bored, more than restless.. i just want to fall asleep and for it to be tomorrow again.
and now, ive come home after my exam and lunch. i feel sick, and need to lie down. i tried lying down, and was there for about 2 mins or less before i became SO bored it was just stupid, and i HAD to get up and do something.
i have a headache and feel funny and a little dizzy, but i cant stand the thought of having to lie down even for 5 - 10 minutes. even though i know i need to.