DeltaDawn
04-14-05, 09:01 AM
I am now being tested for ADD, my son was diagnosed with ADHD when he was 6, he is now 11 and takes 30 mg of Adderall XR. I am one of those who tried their childs meds (I know its illegal), but what a difference it made in my life! I talked to my doctor and he is sending me to a neurologist in 2 weeks.
My biggest problem right now is, I obviously cannot take the Adderall, and though I only took it a few times, the difference was just unreal and now I am so frustrated that I have to wait so long to get a diagnosis and feel that way again. It is not a physical withdraw or a need for Adderall, it is a need to feel and think the way I did those few days, and I feel so cheated right now. I have done lots of research about self medicating, desperate to find something that will clear my head. I have read about the Sudafed, cannibis, coffee and nicotine, I have 3 Sudafed in my system right now, only minor change noticed, will not smoke the green stuff because I want to feel alive and motivated, not more tired and in "munchy" mode and add a weight problem to my ever increasing chaotic life. Coffe and cigarettes have always gone hand in hand with me, coffee in the left, cigarette in the right.
Now that I have rattled on.....has anyone heard of Attend by Vaxa? Any comments, experiences etc? Here is a link, hope I do this right.
http://www.nomoreadd.com/cp1.html
My biggest problem right now is, I obviously cannot take the Adderall, and though I only took it a few times, the difference was just unreal and now I am so frustrated that I have to wait so long to get a diagnosis and feel that way again. It is not a physical withdraw or a need for Adderall, it is a need to feel and think the way I did those few days, and I feel so cheated right now. I have done lots of research about self medicating, desperate to find something that will clear my head. I have read about the Sudafed, cannibis, coffee and nicotine, I have 3 Sudafed in my system right now, only minor change noticed, will not smoke the green stuff because I want to feel alive and motivated, not more tired and in "munchy" mode and add a weight problem to my ever increasing chaotic life. Coffe and cigarettes have always gone hand in hand with me, coffee in the left, cigarette in the right.
Now that I have rattled on.....has anyone heard of Attend by Vaxa? Any comments, experiences etc? Here is a link, hope I do this right.
http://www.nomoreadd.com/cp1.html