ACDesign
05-02-05, 12:20 PM
I am 29 and have ADD. It is very clear now that I have always had it, and that my Mom does also...I guess I get it from her! All through school growing up my report cars would all sasy "very intelligent, great kid, but not working to full potential". Growing up I would just not be able to get things done, not eveytime but sometimes. As I got older I came to realize that there was something wrong with me - I have an absolutley awful memory, particularly short-term memory. In one in and out the other has never been so true! I would conpletely forget entire conversations, lose things, get dates and times jumbled up. And of course, I have NO organizational skills, or desire to get organized.
I have had so many "big " projects that were started and not finished. All the symptoms are there. I just figured that was me. I am who I am!
But I was laid off from my job last October. The job situaion in my area was not good, so I decided to go into business for myself. As you can probably imagine - a person with ADD trying to start their own business is a scary thought!
I am glad this has happened though, because it has really made me see in an even more intense way that I have a problem!
One day I saw that commercial for Strattera for Adult ADD. And I thought, well, that sure sounds like me. Could I have ADD? See, I am one of those people that thougth that ADD, ADHD were just excuses and more often than not, just misdaignosed problems for lazy/undisciplined people.
But, I had to try something because I was getting nowhere fast. I tried Straterra and got nothing but an inability to have sex. Yay. I then tried Lexapro and got absolutely nothing. FInally my doc prescribed Concerta.
Ah, my goodness the missing link!! I coudln't believe it. The fog lifted and I was like a laserbeam! I got more done in one week than I had in the previous 5 months!! I just couldn't believe it. I laughed at the posts I saw here for the people who became "clean machines" after starting ADD meds. Man, that was me! I spent 16 hours ona Sunday cleaning and organizing. Things my wife had harassed me for for months got done!
After about 2.5 weeks, the Concerta basically quit working. I was taking 36mg. I am going in today to see if a higher dose works. I hope so, because it is a great feeling to not be lost in a sea of your own thoughts, going from one thing to another to another to another....not really getting anything done.
I have had so many "big " projects that were started and not finished. All the symptoms are there. I just figured that was me. I am who I am!
But I was laid off from my job last October. The job situaion in my area was not good, so I decided to go into business for myself. As you can probably imagine - a person with ADD trying to start their own business is a scary thought!
I am glad this has happened though, because it has really made me see in an even more intense way that I have a problem!
One day I saw that commercial for Strattera for Adult ADD. And I thought, well, that sure sounds like me. Could I have ADD? See, I am one of those people that thougth that ADD, ADHD were just excuses and more often than not, just misdaignosed problems for lazy/undisciplined people.
But, I had to try something because I was getting nowhere fast. I tried Straterra and got nothing but an inability to have sex. Yay. I then tried Lexapro and got absolutely nothing. FInally my doc prescribed Concerta.
Ah, my goodness the missing link!! I coudln't believe it. The fog lifted and I was like a laserbeam! I got more done in one week than I had in the previous 5 months!! I just couldn't believe it. I laughed at the posts I saw here for the people who became "clean machines" after starting ADD meds. Man, that was me! I spent 16 hours ona Sunday cleaning and organizing. Things my wife had harassed me for for months got done!
After about 2.5 weeks, the Concerta basically quit working. I was taking 36mg. I am going in today to see if a higher dose works. I hope so, because it is a great feeling to not be lost in a sea of your own thoughts, going from one thing to another to another to another....not really getting anything done.