Lucid
07-10-05, 12:27 AM
Adderall has been working well for me in terms of gaining focus and clarity on mundane tasks. Another is in stress situations - can it be that Adderall dramatically multiplies them?
I was in a public speaking situation. I was all ready to go - did not feel nervous and was relatively calm. I slipped up once, then it was all down hill from there. I felt my mouth go dry, my chest tighten up. I could feel my heart pounding. I thought I was going to have a heart attack. It was intense anxiety well beyond what I have ever felt in the past and not justified by the gravity of the event.
I can't help but think the hightened attention of the Adderall is driving this anxiety. A friend of mine uses beta blockers before public speaking because he can't do it without it. The affect is opposite.
Perhaps Adderall is working against me in these situations?
I was in a public speaking situation. I was all ready to go - did not feel nervous and was relatively calm. I slipped up once, then it was all down hill from there. I felt my mouth go dry, my chest tighten up. I could feel my heart pounding. I thought I was going to have a heart attack. It was intense anxiety well beyond what I have ever felt in the past and not justified by the gravity of the event.
I can't help but think the hightened attention of the Adderall is driving this anxiety. A friend of mine uses beta blockers before public speaking because he can't do it without it. The affect is opposite.
Perhaps Adderall is working against me in these situations?