Feuerfaust
07-12-05, 08:43 PM
During the past school year, first semester more specifically, I began taking Wellbutrin XL at 300mgs daily. What it gave was a motivational fire that I had never had before. Suddenly I no longer had to BATTLE myself to get things DONE. I didn't have to fight for 10 mins to get myself to start my homework. I found that it was simply much easier to TRY and apply myself to things I wanted to do. Gone was my mental paralysis, and I found was able to use my brain how and when I wanted. I found myself becomming much more reponsible, much more organized/neat, and much more able to manage my time.
Then that went away. Since then I've tried Adderall, Concerta, and Strattera. The Adderall increased my focus much more, but I found that my executive functioning and abilitity to "get myself going" had not returned. Concerta provided some benefit similar to the Wellbutrin, but it lasted about 4 days then *kaput*. The Strattera provided that Wellbutrin-like motivation, but once I raised the dose above 25mg it suddenly disappeared.
What I am trying to isolate is what exactly happened during that period when I was successfully treated with Wellbutrin. I've found that there was a profound difference between being motivated and being able to concentrate. From the information I have, could anyone help me figure out where I should go from here? My psychiatrist is helping me titrate the Strattera, but I have to be honest - I'm not that optimistic about it. Does anyone have any advice for me?
Thanks!
Then that went away. Since then I've tried Adderall, Concerta, and Strattera. The Adderall increased my focus much more, but I found that my executive functioning and abilitity to "get myself going" had not returned. Concerta provided some benefit similar to the Wellbutrin, but it lasted about 4 days then *kaput*. The Strattera provided that Wellbutrin-like motivation, but once I raised the dose above 25mg it suddenly disappeared.
What I am trying to isolate is what exactly happened during that period when I was successfully treated with Wellbutrin. I've found that there was a profound difference between being motivated and being able to concentrate. From the information I have, could anyone help me figure out where I should go from here? My psychiatrist is helping me titrate the Strattera, but I have to be honest - I'm not that optimistic about it. Does anyone have any advice for me?
Thanks!