Obiwan
07-14-05, 05:08 PM
I have been taking generic Adderall 20mg IR TID for about 3 months. Before that it was Ritalin 20mg IR TID for about 4 months or so. I have always been at these dosages, no up no down and no messing around.
I started noticing that the Adderall didn't seem to be working as well as it did before, or at least I thought this to be the case. When I started taking Adderall (and Ritalin for that matter), I could tell when it started working, about 30min to an hour after I took my dose. But about a month ago, this went away.
I decided to see if this was tolerence, or just the elimination of side effects over time by taking a holiday from my medication. Beginning of July I stopped taking my Adderall.
Attention span went from good to little to none in a few days. I had trouble sleeping for about the first 4-5 days, and I ate everything I saw. However, appart from sleep problems and my eating insanity, I didn't feel any of the typical withdrawl symptoms. Granted this could be because I've only been on Adderall for about 3 months and not 3 years, but nonetheless I fould it encouraging that I could quit this stuff cold turkey if need be. I also found it encouraging that the difference in my attention was so night and day. This told me without a doubt that the medicine was working just fine without me noticing it kicking in. My wife even commented, "When is your orange pill day again?"
Back on my medication today. I can feel it kicking in again and my attention is back where I want it to be. I am curious to see if I get some of the side effects I had when I first started taking Adderall now because of my body having to adapt again. I'll keep you posted on that.
I guess the pro's of my holiday are more trivial at this point. I now know that I can drop amphetamines cold turkey for two weeks and not have cravings or anything. If I would have had cravings, I could've taken some. I had a half month sitting on my dresser during this. Big pro in knowing that the medicine is working a small miracle. I wasn't kidding about the night and day thing. Another pro is remembering how bad I used to be because of my ADD and remembering where I've been and where I am now. Sometimes even with my meds I can't concentrate as much as I would like, and I think that medicine isn't doing it's job. It's good to know that this isn't the medicine not working, it's called being human.
I started noticing that the Adderall didn't seem to be working as well as it did before, or at least I thought this to be the case. When I started taking Adderall (and Ritalin for that matter), I could tell when it started working, about 30min to an hour after I took my dose. But about a month ago, this went away.
I decided to see if this was tolerence, or just the elimination of side effects over time by taking a holiday from my medication. Beginning of July I stopped taking my Adderall.
Attention span went from good to little to none in a few days. I had trouble sleeping for about the first 4-5 days, and I ate everything I saw. However, appart from sleep problems and my eating insanity, I didn't feel any of the typical withdrawl symptoms. Granted this could be because I've only been on Adderall for about 3 months and not 3 years, but nonetheless I fould it encouraging that I could quit this stuff cold turkey if need be. I also found it encouraging that the difference in my attention was so night and day. This told me without a doubt that the medicine was working just fine without me noticing it kicking in. My wife even commented, "When is your orange pill day again?"
Back on my medication today. I can feel it kicking in again and my attention is back where I want it to be. I am curious to see if I get some of the side effects I had when I first started taking Adderall now because of my body having to adapt again. I'll keep you posted on that.
I guess the pro's of my holiday are more trivial at this point. I now know that I can drop amphetamines cold turkey for two weeks and not have cravings or anything. If I would have had cravings, I could've taken some. I had a half month sitting on my dresser during this. Big pro in knowing that the medicine is working a small miracle. I wasn't kidding about the night and day thing. Another pro is remembering how bad I used to be because of my ADD and remembering where I've been and where I am now. Sometimes even with my meds I can't concentrate as much as I would like, and I think that medicine isn't doing it's job. It's good to know that this isn't the medicine not working, it's called being human.