In 3 days I have had 4 Job offers and a potential offer of free rent to set up and opperate my sign business again.........................

Id rather sit on my deck , collect unemployment insurance, and watch the grass grow............

I can't get motivated to do anything

except watch the grass grow.....................

Have you been depressed?

Garry I quit my job yesterday and your post just gave me a good incentive to bypass the unemployment office for a few months, get off the computer and get applying.

I'm off to find a job cause if I don't I won't want to after about a week of relaxing.

Hugs to ya pal

One question though: Are you medicated? I've been thinking about it really hard lately myself and am leaning towards meds for awhile at least.

Regarding your question NF

"Are you Medicated"

I have a leagal script for Dexadrine and I like the effect it has of clearing my thoughts, but I am finding it to be very " Addicting" as I really don't like how I feel when it wears off.....

In reality I am just back to being what is " Normal " for me but I find "what is Normal for me to be very ADDish after I have been in " Linear Mode " for an extended period of time.

I have put in a call to see the Doc about switching over to "Strata" which is now available in Canada,

but the simple truth is that being that I will make as much sitting on pogey as I would make working at an average job that is available in my local area...

With the weather being so nice its too easy to not get excited about going back to work.....

I have an interview to go back running Tanker with "Hazardous Material" .

The guy recognises that I only want to work 40-50 hours a week (which is only a 4 day run) and that I have a cottage booked for a holiday with the family during the first week of August so he told me to take an extended holiday and call him back after I get back from the cottage . Its a 99 % sure job so I find I just cant motivate myself to do anything except to watch the grass grow...

Yet I find I feel that I should be working and can't really relax and enjoy doing nothing

I don't get the problem...

You have an income coming in.

Basically a job already waiting.

Quit complaining and get back to watching the flowers grow. Just slowly get your mind wrapped around the idea of starting back to work after your vacation.

Now, there are flowers growing and your not there watching. Absolutely shameful!!! lol

Ya got all the important and major stuff taken care of now work on loving your family.

Grin I think I just got told

and you are not the first one to tell me either

I just find it very hard to condition myself to not be working

Doesn't feel normal

Garry says:
"I just got told"

Thats a fact Jack!!!! :D

I believe your signature says your adaptable so do what ADD'ers do best ADAPT!!!

Come on really Garry relax a little, live your life to its fullest in the next few weeks and then become just another hard working drudge like the rest of us.