I've spent the last 9 months in a grueling interviewing process so I could work with a non-profit for 10 months--ultimately earning $$$$ in scholarships. And I finally got it!!! :D

Now what!?!

I have a packet of silly papers to fill out and I can't do it! How difficult is "If you could have lunch with anyone, who would it be and why?" And still I cannot do it. What's your favorite band? Quote? Meal? Animal? And I CANNOT do it!!!

This is my 'commitment package' and if I don't fill it out and get it turned in by Friday they won't take me. HOW is it possible the crushing anxiety I feel when I succede (followed by the complete inability to do a danged thing) stayed away through every step of the interviewing process just to hit me now?

Since I was accepted I've sat around doing nothing until I absolutely had to get up and go to work. It's just like when I was depressed, only now I'm depressed over a good thing??:confused:

This needs to stop NOW.

Your exactly right!!!!!!!!!

Why?

Cause I'm in the same boat. I've been saying for years that I want to go back to nursing school, I want to acheive my dream before I die and what do I do? I get the chance finally with the help of scholorships and financial aid and I forget and spell my own name wrong. Can you believe that? I've been writing my name for probably 30 years and I mispelled my own name on the form not once but twice.

So we need to stop fretting and just work this thru.