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07-28-05, 10:32 AM
Mary Ellen Lukasiewicz Says Treatment Made A Difference
By Barbara Morse Silva
POSTED: 5:59 pm EDT July 25, 2005
UPDATED: 7:24 pm EDT July 25, 2005
There's a mental illness known as obsessive compulsive disorder. In some cases, it develops after a woman gives birth and is often confused with postpartum depression. But it's not the same -- nor are the treatments.
When Mary Ellen and Tony Lukasiewicz married more than 30 years ago, it was for better or worse. But it started getting bad shortly after the birth of their first child, David, who is now 27.
"The first thought I had of hurting him was sitting in our den in the rocking chair just holding him," said Mary Ellen Lukasiewicz, a postpartum OCD patient. "I think I was reading him a story and I had this impulse to throw him through the TV screen."
Mary Ellen Lukasiewicz was told she had the baby blues and that, after a while, those thoughts would go away. But then her daughter, Kara, who is now 26 years old, was born. More horrible thoughts followed.
"It's just like your brain is on a circuit that just can't be broken," she said.
But it wasn't until Mary Ellen Lukasiewicz's third child five years later that things went from bad to worse. Her morning ritual of making tea made her think of pouring boiling water on her child -- and worse.
"It just went right to the thought that I was going to strangle my kids," she said.
"She'd be crying and shaking and wouldn't know what to do," said her husband, Tony Lukasiewicz.
An attempted suicide landed Mary Ellen Lukasiewicz in Butler Hospital, where she met Dr. Stephen Rasmussen.
Mary Ellen Lukasiewicz was diagnosed with postpartum OCD.
"OCD is a 'what if' disease," said Rasmussen. "'What if?' and 'How can I be sure?' So, it's a fear of a thought, but they think, 'How could this thought even occur to me? That's a terrible thought that I've had.'"
Rasmussen was able to successfully treat Mary Ellen Lukasiewicz with medication. That was 20 years ago.
These days, Rasmussen also likes to include cognitive behavioral therapy, in addition.
Mary Ellen Lukasiewicz is thankful for the hope she received from Rasmussen.
"Hope that it would get better because he kept saying it's going to get better," she said. "I will get better."
http://www.turnto10.com/healthcheck10/4767488/detail.html
By Barbara Morse Silva
POSTED: 5:59 pm EDT July 25, 2005
UPDATED: 7:24 pm EDT July 25, 2005
There's a mental illness known as obsessive compulsive disorder. In some cases, it develops after a woman gives birth and is often confused with postpartum depression. But it's not the same -- nor are the treatments.
When Mary Ellen and Tony Lukasiewicz married more than 30 years ago, it was for better or worse. But it started getting bad shortly after the birth of their first child, David, who is now 27.
"The first thought I had of hurting him was sitting in our den in the rocking chair just holding him," said Mary Ellen Lukasiewicz, a postpartum OCD patient. "I think I was reading him a story and I had this impulse to throw him through the TV screen."
Mary Ellen Lukasiewicz was told she had the baby blues and that, after a while, those thoughts would go away. But then her daughter, Kara, who is now 26 years old, was born. More horrible thoughts followed.
"It's just like your brain is on a circuit that just can't be broken," she said.
But it wasn't until Mary Ellen Lukasiewicz's third child five years later that things went from bad to worse. Her morning ritual of making tea made her think of pouring boiling water on her child -- and worse.
"It just went right to the thought that I was going to strangle my kids," she said.
"She'd be crying and shaking and wouldn't know what to do," said her husband, Tony Lukasiewicz.
An attempted suicide landed Mary Ellen Lukasiewicz in Butler Hospital, where she met Dr. Stephen Rasmussen.
Mary Ellen Lukasiewicz was diagnosed with postpartum OCD.
"OCD is a 'what if' disease," said Rasmussen. "'What if?' and 'How can I be sure?' So, it's a fear of a thought, but they think, 'How could this thought even occur to me? That's a terrible thought that I've had.'"
Rasmussen was able to successfully treat Mary Ellen Lukasiewicz with medication. That was 20 years ago.
These days, Rasmussen also likes to include cognitive behavioral therapy, in addition.
Mary Ellen Lukasiewicz is thankful for the hope she received from Rasmussen.
"Hope that it would get better because he kept saying it's going to get better," she said. "I will get better."
http://www.turnto10.com/healthcheck10/4767488/detail.html