TodaysWonderful
09-17-05, 12:36 AM
I decided to cut my dose in half to save costs. And since I cannot easily split the pill in half I chose to take it every other day... I did this for about a week.
Well, last night I slept like a baby. Probably the first time I've had a solid 9 hour sleep in a while. I went to work and I felt light headed and like I was on auto-pilot. I felt surreal and spacy. Floaty. My body actions slowed down and I became a little depressed and I was fighting negative thoughts most of the day.
I felt numb in a way. I still do actually. My work requires my full and constant attention. And many people don't understand what medication problems can be like, so I don't even mention it to my work. They would probably say I was inflating the problem and offer a 'light-switch' solution such as "just breath and calm down." like it was that easy.
So I'm just hanging in there.
Well, last night I slept like a baby. Probably the first time I've had a solid 9 hour sleep in a while. I went to work and I felt light headed and like I was on auto-pilot. I felt surreal and spacy. Floaty. My body actions slowed down and I became a little depressed and I was fighting negative thoughts most of the day.
I felt numb in a way. I still do actually. My work requires my full and constant attention. And many people don't understand what medication problems can be like, so I don't even mention it to my work. They would probably say I was inflating the problem and offer a 'light-switch' solution such as "just breath and calm down." like it was that easy.
So I'm just hanging in there.