ahalo
09-18-05, 10:37 PM
Has anyone had this medication? Any thoughts?
About me... dx'd with ADHD for first time @ age 28 in fall 2004. Put on Methylin (generic of Ritalin generic). Currently taking 15 mg 2x day, 10 mg 1x day.
The methylin seems to control my ADHD symptoms, particularly: staying "grounded" in a conversation that doesn't interest me or when I'm distracted, being very very much less reactive in stressful situations, feeling less restless and able to sit for longer periods of time, getting more accomplished.
With the ADHD symptoms gone, another set of symptoms was unmasked. By going over old emails I was able to see a pattern... these symptoms occurred during the same 7-12 day period of each month. Terrible anxiety, moodiness, lower tolerance for every-day stress, did I mention anxiety? Crippling anxiety. Thinking my world is closing in on me and feeling desperate to "do something about it".
Also, in general, a lack of skills in dealing with other people. I could probably meet the criteria for Asperger's syndrome if they were tailored more towards females.
In May I finally discussed with my psychiatrist my various symptoms specifically those 7-12 days that were becoming more and more difficult for me to deal with. I think that once my ADHD symptoms were under control and I went those 18-23 days each month of knowing what it feels like to feel, for the most part, "normal", that actually made it more difficult for me to deal with my "PMS" or "PMDD" symptoms before my period. I don't tolerate changes well, especially when I go from feeling well to a worried, paranoid basketcase.
So my psychiatrist put me on Zoloft. I was expecting Prozac since I'd read it has been effective with PMDD. But I got Zoloft and was fine with trying it. Then about a week after starting it, I began to feel very different. First of all, my ADHD symptoms were back. I was also in a non-stop terrible bad mood and incredibly unmotivated. I don't know how to describe it but I felt like I didn't know who I was, I am not sure how it feels to be psychotic but that word seemed to fit. Honestly I had some thoughts I would never repeat, that I'd never had before. It was a truly frightening experience.
Needless to say, I stopped Zoloft within a month. I didn't even contact the psychiatrist because I was not going to put anymore of that stuff in my body. Heck if I know if it helped with the PMDD. I was too freaked out to notice.
My last bout with PMDD was particularly bad so I knew I couldn't just "deal with it" myself. I thought an anti-anxiety might help, but I noticed I was extremely angry in addition to feeling anxious. When I finally got back in to my psychiatrist last week, at first he did suggest Clonazepam but dismissed that idea b/c it might cancel out the ADHD meds; he suggested a couple of antidepressants but given the Zoloft experience I was hesitant. He ended up at Abilify. He said it would help with the anger.
I guess I'm confused about how to distinguish bipolar from PMDD; it seems to me that they are very similar except the symptoms are limited in PMDD to a particular time-period each month. I have read though that people with bipolar have a bad response to Zoloft by itself and that some psychiatrists believe that a reaction to Zoloft that triggers the type of symptoms I had means that the person has bipolar. Anyone ever heard of that?
I'm nervous about the Abilify, particularly whether it will even help with the anxiety which is the most crippling aspect of my PMDD. Has anyone here taken Abilify? Anyone have similar symptoms as I do but can suggest a different medication? This doctor is pretty open, it seems, but I don't see him until December and I'm scared that the Abilify won't help or that something similar will happen as what happened with the Zoloft.
Sorry to ramble on. I appreciate ANY insight or thoughts or suggestions! Thanks~
About me... dx'd with ADHD for first time @ age 28 in fall 2004. Put on Methylin (generic of Ritalin generic). Currently taking 15 mg 2x day, 10 mg 1x day.
The methylin seems to control my ADHD symptoms, particularly: staying "grounded" in a conversation that doesn't interest me or when I'm distracted, being very very much less reactive in stressful situations, feeling less restless and able to sit for longer periods of time, getting more accomplished.
With the ADHD symptoms gone, another set of symptoms was unmasked. By going over old emails I was able to see a pattern... these symptoms occurred during the same 7-12 day period of each month. Terrible anxiety, moodiness, lower tolerance for every-day stress, did I mention anxiety? Crippling anxiety. Thinking my world is closing in on me and feeling desperate to "do something about it".
Also, in general, a lack of skills in dealing with other people. I could probably meet the criteria for Asperger's syndrome if they were tailored more towards females.
In May I finally discussed with my psychiatrist my various symptoms specifically those 7-12 days that were becoming more and more difficult for me to deal with. I think that once my ADHD symptoms were under control and I went those 18-23 days each month of knowing what it feels like to feel, for the most part, "normal", that actually made it more difficult for me to deal with my "PMS" or "PMDD" symptoms before my period. I don't tolerate changes well, especially when I go from feeling well to a worried, paranoid basketcase.
So my psychiatrist put me on Zoloft. I was expecting Prozac since I'd read it has been effective with PMDD. But I got Zoloft and was fine with trying it. Then about a week after starting it, I began to feel very different. First of all, my ADHD symptoms were back. I was also in a non-stop terrible bad mood and incredibly unmotivated. I don't know how to describe it but I felt like I didn't know who I was, I am not sure how it feels to be psychotic but that word seemed to fit. Honestly I had some thoughts I would never repeat, that I'd never had before. It was a truly frightening experience.
Needless to say, I stopped Zoloft within a month. I didn't even contact the psychiatrist because I was not going to put anymore of that stuff in my body. Heck if I know if it helped with the PMDD. I was too freaked out to notice.
My last bout with PMDD was particularly bad so I knew I couldn't just "deal with it" myself. I thought an anti-anxiety might help, but I noticed I was extremely angry in addition to feeling anxious. When I finally got back in to my psychiatrist last week, at first he did suggest Clonazepam but dismissed that idea b/c it might cancel out the ADHD meds; he suggested a couple of antidepressants but given the Zoloft experience I was hesitant. He ended up at Abilify. He said it would help with the anger.
I guess I'm confused about how to distinguish bipolar from PMDD; it seems to me that they are very similar except the symptoms are limited in PMDD to a particular time-period each month. I have read though that people with bipolar have a bad response to Zoloft by itself and that some psychiatrists believe that a reaction to Zoloft that triggers the type of symptoms I had means that the person has bipolar. Anyone ever heard of that?
I'm nervous about the Abilify, particularly whether it will even help with the anxiety which is the most crippling aspect of my PMDD. Has anyone here taken Abilify? Anyone have similar symptoms as I do but can suggest a different medication? This doctor is pretty open, it seems, but I don't see him until December and I'm scared that the Abilify won't help or that something similar will happen as what happened with the Zoloft.
Sorry to ramble on. I appreciate ANY insight or thoughts or suggestions! Thanks~