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Nova
10-03-05, 02:58 AM
Churning, churning, churning...
Relentless pushing forth... of dark clouds..swirling around..encompassing..engulfing...
The fog transforms into abysmal thoughts...barely uttered outloud...trapped...under glass..watching others laughing, running freely...pounding on the glass...hoping someone will lift it..so I can be free too....
The thoughts are now Ivy...snaking its way into all the crevices of my mind...filling..filling...there's no more room....every single cell is full....relentless...relentless....they don't care about anything but their own procreation.....
Clenching my jaw to stop the scream from escaping...aching for a soothing voice...from so so so long ago...telling me everything will be ok...playing with my hair softly...until the Ivy and Dark Clouds turn into Sparkly Fairies and Soft Teddy Bears again....