Is there anyone else out there who though still releivly young has basicly been let down, treated badly, and know that you dont deserve it and have no clue how to ever care again...not to mention have a healthy relationship. I know that some of you know what the hell im talking about. Whatever, a support group or just knowing your not alone might help.
Pith

pith,
honey you are not alone. as of right now i am in a relationship with someone who is seven hundred miles away and doesn't want to come see me. he knows what happened to me and yet he doesn't want to come see me. he hangs out with his ex girlfriends of like three years. he wasn't there for my graduation or anything he is probally ******* someone as i type this. look, i don't deserve that okay. no one deserve what happens to them but you know it part of life and who we choose to trust as compains. Me i decided to fall for a loser and now i am sufferiing the consequnce. but you know i promise you something okay honey! i promise that things will better better and you wil feel better with time. Time is the only thing that will help. just don't give up i am so worried about u.

Hey dude you are not alone. It's the exact same thing with me. It would be so cool to have a normal and fulfilling relationship, but how the hell do you get out of the fear of being treated the same again? How do stop killing the emotions. I guess the only thing one can hold on to is hope and not give up. :(

It gets better, Pith. Hang in there! :)

I know what your talking about