Olmedina
12-21-05, 02:18 AM
I've just recently been diagnosed; and, so far, my first attempt at meds (see my multiple panicky posts in the Ritalin section, if you're wondering) has not been good. Now, between that and all the posts I'm reading here about people with similar problems (afternoon depression crashes, anger, extreme tiredness, etc.), I'm wondering if I'm ever going to find a suitable med at all. This is very...concerning, to say the least.
My shrink is making me wait yet another full month until she'll see me even to discuss another med. In the meantime, I get to wait, and my symptoms get to go back to the constant chaos they have been all my life. :( She's also claiming that my side effects are "the first [she's] ever heard", and would probably be quite surprised at all the responses to this board, I guess. I don't know.
What should I do? Which is worse- feeling like I'm on an addictive emotional rollercoaster with the meds; or feeling like I completely suck at adulthood and normal life due to the ADD itself?
Does it get better on meds? Can someone who's oversensitive to just about every type of prescription on the market (even including birth control pills and antibiotics!) stand a chance at successful stimulant treatment?
Despite the problems, that Ritalin gave me one day of the life of a normal person. One day of peace. At the risk of sounding way too melodramatic: What a heartbreaking disappointment. :(
My shrink is making me wait yet another full month until she'll see me even to discuss another med. In the meantime, I get to wait, and my symptoms get to go back to the constant chaos they have been all my life. :( She's also claiming that my side effects are "the first [she's] ever heard", and would probably be quite surprised at all the responses to this board, I guess. I don't know.
What should I do? Which is worse- feeling like I'm on an addictive emotional rollercoaster with the meds; or feeling like I completely suck at adulthood and normal life due to the ADD itself?
Does it get better on meds? Can someone who's oversensitive to just about every type of prescription on the market (even including birth control pills and antibiotics!) stand a chance at successful stimulant treatment?
Despite the problems, that Ritalin gave me one day of the life of a normal person. One day of peace. At the risk of sounding way too melodramatic: What a heartbreaking disappointment. :(