winter78200
01-20-06, 02:57 PM
I'm on 150mg XL per day... I'm now on my 8th day, just wanted to document my experience...
DAY 1: I felt A LOT better (Adderall really messed up my head), I was more alert and happier. Realized I had no desire to smoke a cigarette. Went out to a bar that night and had 2 drinks and felt very drunk and then very sick.. alcohol was a turnoff.
DAY 2: Didn't really feel much different than the old pre-medication me.
DAY 3: I was really tired, somewhat headachy and rather down.. and it was my birthday :( But it wasnt anything too harsh, just like i was having a bad day
DAY 4: Woke up okay, then got into a HUGE fight w/my boyfriend. Yelling and screaming and basically freaking out. I was pretty lazy during the day, went to dinner with some friends, but wasnt really in much of a social mood. Got a coffee, and went home to watch some TV, and I started to feel better.
DAY 5: Very tired, lazy and miserable. I just wanted to lay around all day, didnt feel like being around my friends, my cell phone was off most of the day. In the afternoon or so, my whole body started to hurt, I had intense muscle pain, my throat started to feel sore and I just felt physically sick and emotionally miserable. I went to a friend's house, I was okay at first, but I still felt ill and just wanted to go home and sleep.
DAY 6: My body was still sore and I still felt lazy, anti-social, I had abirthday party that night, and I didnt even go to my own party! I layed around, watched movies and that's about it
DAY 7: Woke up feeling lazy once again. My boyfriend said I needed to get out of the house. Got up, picked up my check at work, went shopping and to the bank. I felt MUCH better!! I then went to a meeting that my modeling agency was having and while I was bored out of my skull for 3 hours, I still felt more "normalized". Afterwards, I went out with a friend, and I was happy, alert, chipper, social... I felt great. Came home, my bf and I kind of had another fight, my mood diminished a bit, but I was still pretty normalized.
DAY 8 (today): Woke up, started doing laundry, made some phone calls. ate some lunch, layed down to watch a soap opera... and the "lazy, irritated, depressed" feeling has returned. I feel sad, and non-sociable right now.. I have to work in about an hour...
Bottom line here is: I know it sounds bad and I probably shouldnt be on WB, but I firmly believe I should give it time. I admit these mood swings are strange, but I have noticed that when I busy myself with things, I feel better.. its just a matter of getting up and doing it b/c I feel so lazy. We'll see what happens, I'll keep you posted... any suggestions?
DAY 1: I felt A LOT better (Adderall really messed up my head), I was more alert and happier. Realized I had no desire to smoke a cigarette. Went out to a bar that night and had 2 drinks and felt very drunk and then very sick.. alcohol was a turnoff.
DAY 2: Didn't really feel much different than the old pre-medication me.
DAY 3: I was really tired, somewhat headachy and rather down.. and it was my birthday :( But it wasnt anything too harsh, just like i was having a bad day
DAY 4: Woke up okay, then got into a HUGE fight w/my boyfriend. Yelling and screaming and basically freaking out. I was pretty lazy during the day, went to dinner with some friends, but wasnt really in much of a social mood. Got a coffee, and went home to watch some TV, and I started to feel better.
DAY 5: Very tired, lazy and miserable. I just wanted to lay around all day, didnt feel like being around my friends, my cell phone was off most of the day. In the afternoon or so, my whole body started to hurt, I had intense muscle pain, my throat started to feel sore and I just felt physically sick and emotionally miserable. I went to a friend's house, I was okay at first, but I still felt ill and just wanted to go home and sleep.
DAY 6: My body was still sore and I still felt lazy, anti-social, I had abirthday party that night, and I didnt even go to my own party! I layed around, watched movies and that's about it
DAY 7: Woke up feeling lazy once again. My boyfriend said I needed to get out of the house. Got up, picked up my check at work, went shopping and to the bank. I felt MUCH better!! I then went to a meeting that my modeling agency was having and while I was bored out of my skull for 3 hours, I still felt more "normalized". Afterwards, I went out with a friend, and I was happy, alert, chipper, social... I felt great. Came home, my bf and I kind of had another fight, my mood diminished a bit, but I was still pretty normalized.
DAY 8 (today): Woke up, started doing laundry, made some phone calls. ate some lunch, layed down to watch a soap opera... and the "lazy, irritated, depressed" feeling has returned. I feel sad, and non-sociable right now.. I have to work in about an hour...
Bottom line here is: I know it sounds bad and I probably shouldnt be on WB, but I firmly believe I should give it time. I admit these mood swings are strange, but I have noticed that when I busy myself with things, I feel better.. its just a matter of getting up and doing it b/c I feel so lazy. We'll see what happens, I'll keep you posted... any suggestions?