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03-11-06, 09:50 PM
okay, I am 13 years old. Last year (i was 12 at the time) had bulimia and i was put into a hospital (6 days in patient, 3 1/2 weeks out patient)
Lately I haven't been eating much, only letting myself eat a limited amount of calories. But now its less, and I've lost 8 pounds in 6 days. which i find weird, because ive been not eating, but yesterday when i was alone, i kept eating and eating and purging.
idk what to do anymore, i cant tell my thiepist coz i hate her so please dont suggest her. im scared to tell anybody. im already sick(sore throat)..
i just hate myself im so huge and gross.
my parents bought so much junk, ice cream, dounguts which are like 400 calories. ugh. but it sucks coz i want it to badly, but i can't.
today i ate like nothing, i had 1 cracker. im rly scared. :(