I am just diagnosed. taking 80 mgs ritalin a day..
I am worried about the possibility that the drug's effects will wear off..
I feel strange taking pills every 2-3 hours..
But normally without them, I am unbearable to myself and to the ones around.
And finally, does this drug do anything other than calming down..
I feel like a drug addict.. I dont care, worry, about anything..
I just let it to the flow..
(On the other hand, I feel guilty- )
Do I deserve this break, after a whole life of racing thoughts and anxiety,
is this a 'cure', or is this just a 'shelter'? I am confused.....
Thanks.

You said 80mg per day, how many mg is each dose, 20? My Dr. started me off on Concerta, which is a long-acting form of Ritalin. Short lasting form of Ritalin is only supposed to last about 3 hours, so it sounds about right for you to be taking multiple dosages. If you don't like taking so many pills, ask you Dr. about a longer lasting medication, they are available.

I am still working on dosages, just started meds a little over a month ago. It takes time, but I am feeling better now that I am on meds, I am thinking more clearly and am finding it a lot easier to focus and remember things. :D

I think meds are worth it if they work for you and do not have side effects. If Ritalin isn't for you there are other meds your doctor can try with you.

Good luck!