Jett
04-18-06, 10:52 AM
I have some concerns about my adderall. It has raised my blood pressure significantly, from 120/90 to 140/90 in just a month. I also heard it can cause stroke. I am worried about it showing up in blood tests, too.
I have depression on top of my ADHD symptoms. If I don't take my adderall, I am tired all of the time, sleep all day, eat too much, my mind is in a fog, and I have a tendency to want to act on all my impulses. I can't focus on anything and I am irritable and pessimistic. I feel empty inside and don't care about doing anything. Plus the housework doesn't get done, I lose everything, I forget to do things I am supposed to be doing, I procastinate, I say I am going to do things but I never do, etc. I will start to do things and they NEVER get finished, my mind sometimes tunes out, I can't stick to any decisions and am flaky as hell.When I talk to people I only hear bits and pieces of the conversation and I have a very slow reaction to questions. It takes forever to come up with answers and then I am not thorough enough, or I don't get to the point. I also will get stuck on just one topic for waaaay too long. This drives my mom nuts! Ok, enough rambling. ( Oh yea, rambling is another thing I do if I am not medicated. LOL).
When I take my adderall, I am alert,easily stay awake during the day, feel like doing things, can think clearly, I am much better at holding a conversation, and my housework gets done!!! I don't get distracted a gazillion times a day, am more patient, and am more sensitive to the needs of others. My mom and I don't fight and argue all the time. Actually we haven't had a single arguement or fight since I have been taking it. I don't feel my temper flaring up, can much more tolerate small irritations, and I feel happy.
On time I took adderall and it didn't do anything for me, but 95% of the time it has worked for me. However, I feel much more happier and optimistic. I have really great insight when I am on it. I am much more energetic but am not so hyper I can't sit down. Even when on it, I can sit at the computer for 2 or more hours at a time. Is it normal to feel this way on the adderall? Would you consider this being high? I mean, I feel much much more happy but I don't act like Jim Carrey or anything like that. My dad says I am much more pleasant to be around, think more clearly, and don't get p*ssed off. He says when I am not on it I am grouchy and irritable.
I have never found a drug that does all this for me.. but I am still worried about my blood pressure.
I have depression on top of my ADHD symptoms. If I don't take my adderall, I am tired all of the time, sleep all day, eat too much, my mind is in a fog, and I have a tendency to want to act on all my impulses. I can't focus on anything and I am irritable and pessimistic. I feel empty inside and don't care about doing anything. Plus the housework doesn't get done, I lose everything, I forget to do things I am supposed to be doing, I procastinate, I say I am going to do things but I never do, etc. I will start to do things and they NEVER get finished, my mind sometimes tunes out, I can't stick to any decisions and am flaky as hell.When I talk to people I only hear bits and pieces of the conversation and I have a very slow reaction to questions. It takes forever to come up with answers and then I am not thorough enough, or I don't get to the point. I also will get stuck on just one topic for waaaay too long. This drives my mom nuts! Ok, enough rambling. ( Oh yea, rambling is another thing I do if I am not medicated. LOL).
When I take my adderall, I am alert,easily stay awake during the day, feel like doing things, can think clearly, I am much better at holding a conversation, and my housework gets done!!! I don't get distracted a gazillion times a day, am more patient, and am more sensitive to the needs of others. My mom and I don't fight and argue all the time. Actually we haven't had a single arguement or fight since I have been taking it. I don't feel my temper flaring up, can much more tolerate small irritations, and I feel happy.
On time I took adderall and it didn't do anything for me, but 95% of the time it has worked for me. However, I feel much more happier and optimistic. I have really great insight when I am on it. I am much more energetic but am not so hyper I can't sit down. Even when on it, I can sit at the computer for 2 or more hours at a time. Is it normal to feel this way on the adderall? Would you consider this being high? I mean, I feel much much more happy but I don't act like Jim Carrey or anything like that. My dad says I am much more pleasant to be around, think more clearly, and don't get p*ssed off. He says when I am not on it I am grouchy and irritable.
I have never found a drug that does all this for me.. but I am still worried about my blood pressure.