I am tired of this..if it is adhd or bypolar..or anxity problem...I just don't know what else to do..I am on medc Ritalin and prozac and some time i think that will kill me first...it is so often that I sucidal thoughs...that noboy around me can't tell... I feel relly depress..don't know what to do...i feel so alone in this battle...

You need to tell your doctor how you're feeling psico. And as soon as you can honey.

This is not a new path...many on this board have experienced what you are experiencing. Talk and we will listen. First place I would start if I were you, is your report cards and ancedotal reports from relatives. What did they see in you as a child. If ADHD is the primary problem, those symptoms should have been seen early...especially if you are the hyper or combo type. If it's anxiety...then that should have been noticable early on. Thing is, it can be a combo and often is.

You are doing the right thing, you are trying to figure out who you are.

Thaks for answer my note...yes I will talk to my doc...mybe next week because I cancel todays appoiment....Sometimes I feel tired, desmotivate, in ugly mood and kills me that I take my meds and take the tips she gave me and still keep missing thingss, very hyperactive sometimes during the day, also anxiety (sorry I don't know to spell it right...my inglish need more practice) and I wonder them if all I am doing is the right tratment...I allready been trooug some docs...and after a while I feel like in the same place....I work a lot and still I am having trouble with money... and happens the same with most of the organized skill...I really tired..but I keep on ....

I think the suggestion to talk to your doctor is a great one but also I couldn't help notice you mentioned you work a lot......some times not getting enough sleep can make ADD, anxiety and bipolar symptoms worse. Fluctuating work schedules can do the same!

Thought I would throw another idea on the table!