minniemcg
05-12-06, 10:49 AM
Bear in mind that this isn't an illegal post!!
I had been taking Ritalin for a couple months, and all of a sudden the side effects got way worse than the benefits (panic attacks, crippling depression, etc.) So my doctor changed my prescription to Adderall XR, 20 mg once a day.
Today is the first day I've taken it. I swallowed the pill at about 9:00 this morning, so I'm nearly 2 hours into my dose. I think the second "wave" of meds just kicked in.
I'm definitely more focused, and I feel like everything isn't so distracting anymore. And that's a wonderful thing. But I'm also totally rocking this euphoria thing. It's way stronger than it ever was with the Ritalin -- I feel very calm and peaceful, and a little bit like I'm floating in water (you know, that swimming feeling?). It's one of those things where if I had the choice, I'd stop working, put on a trippy movie, and giggle with friends.
Everything feels really good. Everything feels really calm. I can focus and it's easier to make the choice to focus (something I struggled with while on Ritalin).
Is this a normal sort of thing? While it's fun, I don't know that I want to go through every day stoned off my tush. Is it like the euphoria of Ritalin -- something that lasts for a couple weeks and then wears off? Has anyone experienced symptoms like this?
I don't know if this is allowed to say (and I'll certainly edit it out, or feel free to do it for me if need be) but I can totally see why people would buy this on the street. If it works this well for me, who actually has ADD and has a prescription for the drug, I can't imagine how amazing it would be for a norm taking it for exam prep or something. What a dangerous and wonderful thing this stuff is...
:faint: + :p = how I feel right now.
Thanks for reading this chemically-altered rambling...and thanks for any advice you can offer.
I had been taking Ritalin for a couple months, and all of a sudden the side effects got way worse than the benefits (panic attacks, crippling depression, etc.) So my doctor changed my prescription to Adderall XR, 20 mg once a day.
Today is the first day I've taken it. I swallowed the pill at about 9:00 this morning, so I'm nearly 2 hours into my dose. I think the second "wave" of meds just kicked in.
I'm definitely more focused, and I feel like everything isn't so distracting anymore. And that's a wonderful thing. But I'm also totally rocking this euphoria thing. It's way stronger than it ever was with the Ritalin -- I feel very calm and peaceful, and a little bit like I'm floating in water (you know, that swimming feeling?). It's one of those things where if I had the choice, I'd stop working, put on a trippy movie, and giggle with friends.
Everything feels really good. Everything feels really calm. I can focus and it's easier to make the choice to focus (something I struggled with while on Ritalin).
Is this a normal sort of thing? While it's fun, I don't know that I want to go through every day stoned off my tush. Is it like the euphoria of Ritalin -- something that lasts for a couple weeks and then wears off? Has anyone experienced symptoms like this?
I don't know if this is allowed to say (and I'll certainly edit it out, or feel free to do it for me if need be) but I can totally see why people would buy this on the street. If it works this well for me, who actually has ADD and has a prescription for the drug, I can't imagine how amazing it would be for a norm taking it for exam prep or something. What a dangerous and wonderful thing this stuff is...
:faint: + :p = how I feel right now.
Thanks for reading this chemically-altered rambling...and thanks for any advice you can offer.