SpookySpoon
05-24-06, 02:11 PM
Ive been on adderall for about a year now and at first it was great and i was all talkative, but now i feel like its making me a robot or something. I have no emotions except afterschool when it wears off, i used to have a sense of humor in school, but now i cant say anything funny, i just listen. I dont realize the affect of it till afterschool, and i notice my personality seems as if it is slowly going down even after school cause i dont really have much confidence cause of it. I take 20 mg and i thought that upping my adderall would help, but it didnt do anything but make me concentrate a little more. It is really depressing to know that i just recently how bad adderall has been on my life in high school. When I get home and stuff I think about how many people i could be friendly and friends with, every laugh i make is pretty much pretend. One day when i didnt take it i laughed aloot and my school day was actually fun for the first time. When im on adderall i feel like i dont wanna go cause theres gonna be people i cant be myself around, and im not usually hungry. Should i start taking anti-depressants or a different prescription? This has been happening to me for a very long time.