krazyjosh5
08-02-06, 04:42 PM
Hi all,
I have been taking 36mg Concerta for years. I had no problems focusing but always felt there was a problem with my drive to be social and my ability to socialize and feel natural in social settings.
2 months ago I finally dropped back to 27mg and felt pretty good. I am able to socialize more naturally and feel truer in social situations.
One problem I have encountered with the 27mg Concerta, though, is that I tend to be a little confrontational and attacking. I have had this quality pointed out to me repeatedly when I forget to take my medicine. This is so distinct, in fact, that family members watch for this to determine whether or not they think I've taken my medicine that day.
Another problem I have is impulse control (slightly related to confrontational). I feel like I have less of an impulse control on the 27mg as opposed to the 36mg. Instead of thinking things that I want to say through (and considering how others will feel about hearing me say such things), I just blurt them out and forget to consider how I could be hurting/annoying/offending others.
Finally I feel like my mind is always anxious about these problems on the 27mg and worried that it doesnt have control over them. It feels like my mind is constantly fighting itself for control over these impulses. It almost feels like anxiety and its driving me crazy. Theres a mental tug of war going on in my brain with everything I do.
With these problems, I feel like 27mg Concerta is too little to control my ADHD. Although I have experienced distinct and significant problems with becoming a 'zombie' on the 26mg Concerta and not being able to let the true me out.
My problem: There is no inbetween dosage. A 30mg Concerta would be perfect.
What should I do? Any suggestions? (Also, I have tried switching to Adderall on two seperate occassions have had extremely bad experiences both times.)
Thanks!!
I have been taking 36mg Concerta for years. I had no problems focusing but always felt there was a problem with my drive to be social and my ability to socialize and feel natural in social settings.
2 months ago I finally dropped back to 27mg and felt pretty good. I am able to socialize more naturally and feel truer in social situations.
One problem I have encountered with the 27mg Concerta, though, is that I tend to be a little confrontational and attacking. I have had this quality pointed out to me repeatedly when I forget to take my medicine. This is so distinct, in fact, that family members watch for this to determine whether or not they think I've taken my medicine that day.
Another problem I have is impulse control (slightly related to confrontational). I feel like I have less of an impulse control on the 27mg as opposed to the 36mg. Instead of thinking things that I want to say through (and considering how others will feel about hearing me say such things), I just blurt them out and forget to consider how I could be hurting/annoying/offending others.
Finally I feel like my mind is always anxious about these problems on the 27mg and worried that it doesnt have control over them. It feels like my mind is constantly fighting itself for control over these impulses. It almost feels like anxiety and its driving me crazy. Theres a mental tug of war going on in my brain with everything I do.
With these problems, I feel like 27mg Concerta is too little to control my ADHD. Although I have experienced distinct and significant problems with becoming a 'zombie' on the 26mg Concerta and not being able to let the true me out.
My problem: There is no inbetween dosage. A 30mg Concerta would be perfect.
What should I do? Any suggestions? (Also, I have tried switching to Adderall on two seperate occassions have had extremely bad experiences both times.)
Thanks!!