Veighen
08-11-06, 02:17 PM
I decided to up my 5mg to 10mg of Ritalin.. and at first I felt the normal tiredness(always the first hour, yawning, dazed etc) but after that I feel normal.
I was shocked to see how well the Ritalin kind of cleared the "fog" in my head.
My ADD symptoms are mostly inattentive, with some minor impulsive traits, as well as poor social skills... so I really only need to take a stimulant when I am required to pay attention(zone out too much, my mind wanders) and to learn/study while I am attending college.
So I put it to the test(10mg) and I begain studying some work from last year(the second part of the class will take place next semester, so it is good to probably try and learn it at some point, lol)
I could not believe how much of the imformation I was reading was "sinking" in.
Before, when I would read something, I always seemed to ... my eyes would read it... but my brain would be elsewhere.. so I would think I was reading/learning it.. when I really wasnt.
Plus, I could not recall anything I read, or learned while studying.
I actually felt normal, and capable of learning.. the feeling of being "slow" or "half there" when it comes to new information was gone.. and it just felt so freeing.
I wish I could explain it better. It was great to feel like my mind was open and receptive to things I tried learning. ( I could always learn, but only things I was really interested in)
It is just such a nice feeling.
I still get distracted by things around me(sounds, visuals etc) , my thoughts are still going in my head, and I do have to coax myself a bit to get started, but, overall, already there is such a huge difference.
I just had to share!(only my boyfriend knows that I suspect I have ADD, I cant talk to anyone else in my family/friends about it.. so when I realized how much it is REALLY helping.. I just had to share!)
Thanks for reading!
I was shocked to see how well the Ritalin kind of cleared the "fog" in my head.
My ADD symptoms are mostly inattentive, with some minor impulsive traits, as well as poor social skills... so I really only need to take a stimulant when I am required to pay attention(zone out too much, my mind wanders) and to learn/study while I am attending college.
So I put it to the test(10mg) and I begain studying some work from last year(the second part of the class will take place next semester, so it is good to probably try and learn it at some point, lol)
I could not believe how much of the imformation I was reading was "sinking" in.
Before, when I would read something, I always seemed to ... my eyes would read it... but my brain would be elsewhere.. so I would think I was reading/learning it.. when I really wasnt.
Plus, I could not recall anything I read, or learned while studying.
I actually felt normal, and capable of learning.. the feeling of being "slow" or "half there" when it comes to new information was gone.. and it just felt so freeing.
I wish I could explain it better. It was great to feel like my mind was open and receptive to things I tried learning. ( I could always learn, but only things I was really interested in)
It is just such a nice feeling.
I still get distracted by things around me(sounds, visuals etc) , my thoughts are still going in my head, and I do have to coax myself a bit to get started, but, overall, already there is such a huge difference.
I just had to share!(only my boyfriend knows that I suspect I have ADD, I cant talk to anyone else in my family/friends about it.. so when I realized how much it is REALLY helping.. I just had to share!)
Thanks for reading!