sd2001
09-23-06, 12:02 AM
I haven't been on the forums in a while. The last time I was, I was recently prescribed Adderall.
I was prescribed 10 mg x 2 times per day at first and when that did next to nothing, my physician upped my doseage to 20 mg in am and 10 mg in the pm. That left me feeling "cracked out" all day. I don't even know if I could concentrate better because my heart felt like it was going to leap out of my chest.
So I stopped taking anything at all for a few months. Hey, I may not be able to think but at least I didn't feel like I was having a heart attack, right?
So I went back to the doc for something else this past week and she asked me how life was off the Adderall. I told her it was miserable again. It takes me twice as long to get anything done. I feel like a prisoner in my own overactive head.
So we discussed other options. I asked about Strattera since it has no stimulants and I've never been a fan of stimulants. She pretty much told me that it's absolutely useless. Especially for a guy my size I'm only 5'7" but I'm 195 lbs (not fat, I just work out :)).
So she suggested Concerta. I just shrugged and said "ok." She prescribed me 54 mg and handed me a coupon for a free month's worth and off I went.
Short story long: This is kinda hell. I can think a wee bit better but that's no good at all since I feel like crap. My heart is racing, my skin crawls, and I have backaches. Today was the 4th day I took it, hoping that I would adjust to the medication but I just can't do it anymore.
And I came here and saw that many people start at 18 mg/day. I guess her reasoning with starting me at 54 mg/day was that I'm a guy and that I have a little more mass on me so I would need more. But as I'm writing this my hands are shaking. I'm literally cracked out.
So I know I'm not going to take any more but I wanted to know if anyone else had this problem? Should I go down to 36 mg? 18?
Thanks.
I was prescribed 10 mg x 2 times per day at first and when that did next to nothing, my physician upped my doseage to 20 mg in am and 10 mg in the pm. That left me feeling "cracked out" all day. I don't even know if I could concentrate better because my heart felt like it was going to leap out of my chest.
So I stopped taking anything at all for a few months. Hey, I may not be able to think but at least I didn't feel like I was having a heart attack, right?
So I went back to the doc for something else this past week and she asked me how life was off the Adderall. I told her it was miserable again. It takes me twice as long to get anything done. I feel like a prisoner in my own overactive head.
So we discussed other options. I asked about Strattera since it has no stimulants and I've never been a fan of stimulants. She pretty much told me that it's absolutely useless. Especially for a guy my size I'm only 5'7" but I'm 195 lbs (not fat, I just work out :)).
So she suggested Concerta. I just shrugged and said "ok." She prescribed me 54 mg and handed me a coupon for a free month's worth and off I went.
Short story long: This is kinda hell. I can think a wee bit better but that's no good at all since I feel like crap. My heart is racing, my skin crawls, and I have backaches. Today was the 4th day I took it, hoping that I would adjust to the medication but I just can't do it anymore.
And I came here and saw that many people start at 18 mg/day. I guess her reasoning with starting me at 54 mg/day was that I'm a guy and that I have a little more mass on me so I would need more. But as I'm writing this my hands are shaking. I'm literally cracked out.
So I know I'm not going to take any more but I wanted to know if anyone else had this problem? Should I go down to 36 mg? 18?
Thanks.