Anise
10-30-06, 04:58 PM
Hi all! (waves)
Well, I'm finally deciding to get serious when it comes to doing something about my problems. I've come to realize that no matter what I have to do, no matter what it costs, no matter what insurance will or won't cover... I have to do whatever I CAN do. I don't know if I have ADD or not, but I certainly have everything I've seen listed under symptoms. Here's the lovely, fascinating list, and keep in mind that this describes me at my WORST:
EXTREME irritability
TOTAL inability to deal with frustrations
Extremely scattered feeling, as if every detail is equally important and I have no way of knowing what to focus on
No natural ability to organize anything (I live and die by Daytimer's)
Mood swings (not from manic to depressed, though)
That lovely "bottomless pit of rage" feeling
Feeling like one part of my brain is totally sluggish and unmoving and the rest of my brain is constantly trying to get it moving, which leads to a very high level of anxiety
It can be very difficult to stay focused on anything for very long. No patience.
And, oh yeah, I have a frontal-temporal lobe closed head injury@! Right after it happened, I totally lost my ability to read. I never even told anyone about this (it did come back, clearly.) I went through the Sister Kenny Institute Head Injury program that year, which I feel is why I'm able to stay kind of superficially organized. (That's what they teach you to do.) I was evaluated for temporal lobe epilepsy at that time, but my doctor decided that I didn't have it.
Anyway...
What I'm wondering is how everyone got their ADD diagnosis, and particularly how y'all found a doctor that worked for you and was willing to work with you. All advice appreciated! :)
Well, I'm finally deciding to get serious when it comes to doing something about my problems. I've come to realize that no matter what I have to do, no matter what it costs, no matter what insurance will or won't cover... I have to do whatever I CAN do. I don't know if I have ADD or not, but I certainly have everything I've seen listed under symptoms. Here's the lovely, fascinating list, and keep in mind that this describes me at my WORST:
EXTREME irritability
TOTAL inability to deal with frustrations
Extremely scattered feeling, as if every detail is equally important and I have no way of knowing what to focus on
No natural ability to organize anything (I live and die by Daytimer's)
Mood swings (not from manic to depressed, though)
That lovely "bottomless pit of rage" feeling
Feeling like one part of my brain is totally sluggish and unmoving and the rest of my brain is constantly trying to get it moving, which leads to a very high level of anxiety
It can be very difficult to stay focused on anything for very long. No patience.
And, oh yeah, I have a frontal-temporal lobe closed head injury@! Right after it happened, I totally lost my ability to read. I never even told anyone about this (it did come back, clearly.) I went through the Sister Kenny Institute Head Injury program that year, which I feel is why I'm able to stay kind of superficially organized. (That's what they teach you to do.) I was evaluated for temporal lobe epilepsy at that time, but my doctor decided that I didn't have it.
Anyway...
What I'm wondering is how everyone got their ADD diagnosis, and particularly how y'all found a doctor that worked for you and was willing to work with you. All advice appreciated! :)