Swede63
10-31-06, 10:42 AM
Hi all.
Today starts the second week on Stattera (40mg now) I really hope this helps because the past two months have been the worst ever in terms of my ability to think clearly and follow through. My analogy is that it feels like my feet are stuck in cement I can't move forward, and my mind is like a skip on a CD. mentally on pause.
In the past two months I lost a $200 cellphone my camera and and racked up $110 in overdraft charges on my bank account. The anxiety level is through the roof and I can't deal with people right now but I have gotten myself involved in so many projects that involve other people that I can't run away and hide like I would like to. So I push along and hope that people don't think I'm crazy, irresponsible or unreliable.
I'm working on getting my college degree (like for the past 10 years) and I decided to take this semester off. I really should have signed up for at least one class because I have too much time on my hands and that's really bad for me personally because I have poor time managment skills and I have a lot of trouble organizing my thoughts without structure
As far as the meds I feel like I'm a little more organized could be the placebo effect. For the last few days I have been able to get through the morning routine (my son to school etc.) without major screw ups and I feel a little less irritable. Some of the side effects have gone away (nausea, dry mouth). I woke up with a pretty bad headache this morning which I hardly ever have. My doctor gave me a prescription for Adivan for anxiety but I'm afraid to take it. I can't afford to be spaced out right now. Anyone have anything to say about Adivan?
I don't feel depressed just feeling sorry for myself. I just feel so much regret about all the time I have wasted over the years that I can't get back (a bit overly dramatic I know)
Thanks for reading
Today starts the second week on Stattera (40mg now) I really hope this helps because the past two months have been the worst ever in terms of my ability to think clearly and follow through. My analogy is that it feels like my feet are stuck in cement I can't move forward, and my mind is like a skip on a CD. mentally on pause.
In the past two months I lost a $200 cellphone my camera and and racked up $110 in overdraft charges on my bank account. The anxiety level is through the roof and I can't deal with people right now but I have gotten myself involved in so many projects that involve other people that I can't run away and hide like I would like to. So I push along and hope that people don't think I'm crazy, irresponsible or unreliable.
I'm working on getting my college degree (like for the past 10 years) and I decided to take this semester off. I really should have signed up for at least one class because I have too much time on my hands and that's really bad for me personally because I have poor time managment skills and I have a lot of trouble organizing my thoughts without structure
As far as the meds I feel like I'm a little more organized could be the placebo effect. For the last few days I have been able to get through the morning routine (my son to school etc.) without major screw ups and I feel a little less irritable. Some of the side effects have gone away (nausea, dry mouth). I woke up with a pretty bad headache this morning which I hardly ever have. My doctor gave me a prescription for Adivan for anxiety but I'm afraid to take it. I can't afford to be spaced out right now. Anyone have anything to say about Adivan?
I don't feel depressed just feeling sorry for myself. I just feel so much regret about all the time I have wasted over the years that I can't get back (a bit overly dramatic I know)
Thanks for reading