It's Christmas Eve and I sit here on the computer alone, not completely alone my family all went to bed early. :(

I'm so sick of feeling like this, alone.

I feel just the opposite FTM...I wish people would leave me the heck alone! :mad: I have had 2 days of intrusive inlaws and have yet another to look forward to...and I do NOT get to see one person in my own family :( not even my new baby granddaughter.

My family is far away...I could really use being with them right now too.

My family is far away...I could really use being with them right now too.Mine is too, Grade, about 700 miles, and my brother is even further. I would like to see them? But not being able to see that baby is tearing me up the last few days, and y'all know I try to stay very upbeat...but its hard.

It's Christmas Eve and I sit here on the computer alone, not completely alone my family all went to bed early. :(

I'm so sick of feeling like this, alone.why did they all go to bed? time for new traditions? hang in there, kiddo.

After my mom died, all I feel is alone. She was the only one I could talk to. But having others around gives me comfort. I wish you didn't feel so alone fasttalkingmom. I know what it is like and it is very empty. Why do you think that is? Do you feel that you have no one to talk to? You can talk all you want on here, no one judges on here! I hope things are looking up for you! Keep your chin up and come talk to us whenever you need to!

FTM, I'm sorry you were so alone last night, geez, I wish I'd known, I'd have invited you over here, I know you're not too far!!! :) I hope today is a lot less lonely for you!!! Maybe next year you can join us! LOL;)

A, you know if you lived closer to me you would have been invited here, we're not really family, but well, we may as well be, right!?:D

CF, I'm so sorry you don't get to see your granddaughter, I hope you get to see her soon.

msam, I'm sorry about your mom.

Overall my holiday is going ok. There are definitely times when I feel alone though, even surrounded by my own family. I just thank God for my husband and kids!! And a couple of really great friends, just wish they lived closer to me!

I am sorry you are feelijng this way as well FTM.I feel the same as my family is 2600 miles away but i do have my inlaws and that helps me a lot.I do miss my family dearly though.BIG hugs!!!

FTM, I'm sorry you were so alone last night, geez, I wish I'd known, I'd have invited you over here, I know you're not too far!!! :) I hope today is a lot less lonely for you!!! Maybe next year you can join us! LOL;)

Thank you for invitation ;)

I had a good Christmas Day everyone I care about was here with me to enjoy the day.

Does anyone else get down if they have any alcohol to drink? I'm not a drinker and I had an eggnog last night. I've had this happening to me before when I have a drink. Is it the alcohol or what ?

After my mom died, all I feel is alone. She was the only one I could talk to. But having others around gives me comfort. I wish you didn't feel so alone fasttalkingmom. I know what it is like and it is very empty. Why do you think that is? Do you feel that you have no one to talk to? You can talk all you want on here, no one judges on here! I hope things are looking up for you! Keep your chin up and come talk to us whenever you need to!

I was feeling let down Christmas Eve, about a few things and I had a drink, eggnog with a touch of nog ;) ( I drink next to never) I had no one to talk to because it was Christmas Eve and late.

Christmas Day was good :)

why did they all go to bed? time for new traditions? hang in there, kiddo.

husband is Bipolar and has a bit of trouble around this time. So going to bed is his way of dealing with it. Later Christmas Eve after I psoted he did get up, sat watching TV with me and we had some coffee. I gave him a gift to open, it was nice.

My oldest daughter was angry with me over something so she went to bed early. My younger daughter stayed awake as long as she could :D

I wanted to thank all who read my post. I'm a bit embarrassed showing my feeling that way and being so needy :o

we all get needy at times. and we all support one another, at times. :D

HUGS FTM ...

I enjoy solitude, but not many of us do...

HUGS FTM ...

I enjoy solitude, but not many of us do...

I do as well but that night I was very unhappy about it. ;)

Oh P, I am sssoooo sorry you had to feel that way(even if it was for a short time). You asked about the alcohol...............OH YEA, that happens to me. I get very down and sad when I drink.

Next time, call me girl!!!!!!!
I am happy that things got better for you that night

BIG (((HUGS))))