space_cadet
01-24-07, 11:42 PM
Hi everyone,
I've been recently diagnosed with ADD and I've been taking Dexedrine for almost a month now, with amazing results. I am a physics gradstudent and, in these last couple of weeks I have enjoyed my research more then I have ever been.
But I also teach part time at the local community college and tonight I had my first class after the winter break. I took 20mg short acting Dexedrine about half an hour before a 7pm class (I take 40mgs a day, but usually my last dosage is at about 4pm).
I had a HORRIBLE experience!
Normally, Dex really calms down my racing thoughts and keeps me very focused on the task at hand. My area is computational physics so I spend most of the time in the lab at the computer. As I mentioned, Dex makes this kind of work extremelly enjoyable.
But standing in front of the class and talking was completely different! I've been teaching for four years now, and I am usually pretty confident in front of the class and like to interact with the students with a lot of questions and jokes. Tonight, I was extremely insecure and apprehensive, I had a lump in my throat, my mouth was Sahara dry and I kept looking over my shoulder, unsure if I am boring people or not.
I cut the three hour lecture in half, telling students how I didn't wanna overload them with material in the first week. In reality, I just wanted the nightmare to end.
I wanted to hear from other ADD instructors who are taking this kind of medication, and whether they have the same experience with Dex or Adderal. Thanks.
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I've been recently diagnosed with ADD and I've been taking Dexedrine for almost a month now, with amazing results. I am a physics gradstudent and, in these last couple of weeks I have enjoyed my research more then I have ever been.
But I also teach part time at the local community college and tonight I had my first class after the winter break. I took 20mg short acting Dexedrine about half an hour before a 7pm class (I take 40mgs a day, but usually my last dosage is at about 4pm).
I had a HORRIBLE experience!
Normally, Dex really calms down my racing thoughts and keeps me very focused on the task at hand. My area is computational physics so I spend most of the time in the lab at the computer. As I mentioned, Dex makes this kind of work extremelly enjoyable.
But standing in front of the class and talking was completely different! I've been teaching for four years now, and I am usually pretty confident in front of the class and like to interact with the students with a lot of questions and jokes. Tonight, I was extremely insecure and apprehensive, I had a lump in my throat, my mouth was Sahara dry and I kept looking over my shoulder, unsure if I am boring people or not.
I cut the three hour lecture in half, telling students how I didn't wanna overload them with material in the first week. In reality, I just wanted the nightmare to end.
I wanted to hear from other ADD instructors who are taking this kind of medication, and whether they have the same experience with Dex or Adderal. Thanks.
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