Josh19861096
03-14-07, 09:39 PM
Hello, my name is Josh. I've had issues with ADD and ADHD my whole life. I've always been hyperactive. I'm almost always tapping my foot and such. I'm obsessive and sometimes I need to let things go, like if I lost 20 bucks or something. I eventually let it go, but it bothers me for a little while. I've been getting better at it though. I'm now 21 and I feel as if my problems got progressively worse since I was 17. Some of this might not be ADD and ADHD related. I took ritalin (along with trying other stuff for a week or 2 at a time, but not at the same time as any other medicine) off and on from about 9 or 10 until about 14 I'd say.
Let me explain some issues.
1. I'm 6 foot tall and about 195 pounds. I'm about 5-10 pounds overweight. Though, everyone tells me I shouldn't lose weight because I look normal, due to muscle. My blood pressure, if I force myself to be calm, is about 122 over 68. When I'm not controlling myself, it's about 130 over 72 and about 20 minutes after I do sprinting, it's 144 over 80. When I sprint as fast as I can, for a VERY short time, I get out of breath easy. Though, when I pace myself, I can go farther than some of my friends (I've heard that ritalin can cause heart valve damage, but I don't know if it's true). This has happened ever since I could remember, which could be when I started taking ritalin.
2. Starting around 17, I always felt like I had no energy. It's gotten worse since then. I'm not depressed. I could literally just lay in bed all day and sleep off and on and still be tired (This may be from sleep apnia, since I have light snoring, haven't checked yet).
3. Also, within the last couple years, my memory diminished (short term memory). When I was younger, everyone always boasted about my great memory, but now, I have a lot of trouble remember things short-term. Sometimes people tell me things like numbers or where I put something, and I will forget it two seconds later without even trying to. This has happened a fair amount of times.
4. Also, I have a huge sexual drive. I feel like I always need the sex. I see that many other ADD's feel this way, and many others are on the opposite end of the spectrum.
I would appreciate everyone's imput on what they think about this and if they can relate. Any ideas?
Let me explain some issues.
1. I'm 6 foot tall and about 195 pounds. I'm about 5-10 pounds overweight. Though, everyone tells me I shouldn't lose weight because I look normal, due to muscle. My blood pressure, if I force myself to be calm, is about 122 over 68. When I'm not controlling myself, it's about 130 over 72 and about 20 minutes after I do sprinting, it's 144 over 80. When I sprint as fast as I can, for a VERY short time, I get out of breath easy. Though, when I pace myself, I can go farther than some of my friends (I've heard that ritalin can cause heart valve damage, but I don't know if it's true). This has happened ever since I could remember, which could be when I started taking ritalin.
2. Starting around 17, I always felt like I had no energy. It's gotten worse since then. I'm not depressed. I could literally just lay in bed all day and sleep off and on and still be tired (This may be from sleep apnia, since I have light snoring, haven't checked yet).
3. Also, within the last couple years, my memory diminished (short term memory). When I was younger, everyone always boasted about my great memory, but now, I have a lot of trouble remember things short-term. Sometimes people tell me things like numbers or where I put something, and I will forget it two seconds later without even trying to. This has happened a fair amount of times.
4. Also, I have a huge sexual drive. I feel like I always need the sex. I see that many other ADD's feel this way, and many others are on the opposite end of the spectrum.
I would appreciate everyone's imput on what they think about this and if they can relate. Any ideas?