ADDGolf
06-26-07, 12:04 AM
I'm 23. I've just started my first real job (well, it's been 9 months or so since I secured the internship).
I was diagnosed ADHD when I was 7. Never had a problem with anything in regards to the disorder. Didn't mind it. Never worried about what people thought. Brain worked differently, that's all.
But now I have this job thing. First time I'm in an environment where the people surrounding me don't know. In school it's different, when people see you getting extended time on tests, they know something's up.
I've not told anyone because I don't want that to be the focus if I make a mistake or do something wrong. "Did you take your medicine?" is my least favorite question in the world. I work in radio, so if I make a mistake, thousands of people know about it and there is no undo feature.
Unfortunately, scheduling is all over the place, so I don't always know how long my shift will end up being, meaning I have to take my medication at work most days. When they've asked, I've just said it was allergy medicine.
I'm afraid to tell them what it really is. I've never been afraid. I talk openly about it with anyone who asks. Having ADHD doesn't bother me. I've learned to not only accept it, but embrace it. I like it. I'm glad I've gone through compensating for it. Stronger for it. But now...
Has anyone else gone through this? Any advice?
I was diagnosed ADHD when I was 7. Never had a problem with anything in regards to the disorder. Didn't mind it. Never worried about what people thought. Brain worked differently, that's all.
But now I have this job thing. First time I'm in an environment where the people surrounding me don't know. In school it's different, when people see you getting extended time on tests, they know something's up.
I've not told anyone because I don't want that to be the focus if I make a mistake or do something wrong. "Did you take your medicine?" is my least favorite question in the world. I work in radio, so if I make a mistake, thousands of people know about it and there is no undo feature.
Unfortunately, scheduling is all over the place, so I don't always know how long my shift will end up being, meaning I have to take my medication at work most days. When they've asked, I've just said it was allergy medicine.
I'm afraid to tell them what it really is. I've never been afraid. I talk openly about it with anyone who asks. Having ADHD doesn't bother me. I've learned to not only accept it, but embrace it. I like it. I'm glad I've gone through compensating for it. Stronger for it. But now...
Has anyone else gone through this? Any advice?