rejohnsonil
01-25-04, 12:40 PM
Hi everyone. My name is Rob and I'm from Chicago, Illinois.
Just recently, I read a signature posted by someone on Slashdot (a geeky news web site) mentioning that ADD is real. I have ALWAYS thought I was a lazy bum because I could never concentrate on things in school or at work without EXTREME discipline and even then, I feel quite crippled attention-wise. I just thought I was a bad procrastinator.
I've read more about this and I'm amazed at how much I align with inattentive add. I'm disorganized, but want to be organized, I have goofy problems with relationships. I love programming, but I have to practically put a gun to my head to make myself program and I impulsively jump to something OTHER than the work I need to do, etc.
I haven't seen anyone for treatment yet (I just started realizing the past week that maybe I'm not just a lazy bum), and I'm trying to find who to see in Chicago and am not doing well with the research. If anyone here knows anyone to see in Chicago I'd appreciate it. I'm practically losing my mind here because I'm in the middle of a Master's degree program and I'm just not concentrating and I know I have more capability than I'm able to imagine right now. This is a very frustrating problem and I would like to officially know if I have ADD or not. I've taken 2 online screeners and they both said I had a high probability of the inattentive type of ADD.
Thanks for listening everyone. Now I have to get back to about 30 hours of homework that I need to finish in 6. *sigh*
Best wishes from Chicago,
Rob
Just recently, I read a signature posted by someone on Slashdot (a geeky news web site) mentioning that ADD is real. I have ALWAYS thought I was a lazy bum because I could never concentrate on things in school or at work without EXTREME discipline and even then, I feel quite crippled attention-wise. I just thought I was a bad procrastinator.
I've read more about this and I'm amazed at how much I align with inattentive add. I'm disorganized, but want to be organized, I have goofy problems with relationships. I love programming, but I have to practically put a gun to my head to make myself program and I impulsively jump to something OTHER than the work I need to do, etc.
I haven't seen anyone for treatment yet (I just started realizing the past week that maybe I'm not just a lazy bum), and I'm trying to find who to see in Chicago and am not doing well with the research. If anyone here knows anyone to see in Chicago I'd appreciate it. I'm practically losing my mind here because I'm in the middle of a Master's degree program and I'm just not concentrating and I know I have more capability than I'm able to imagine right now. This is a very frustrating problem and I would like to officially know if I have ADD or not. I've taken 2 online screeners and they both said I had a high probability of the inattentive type of ADD.
Thanks for listening everyone. Now I have to get back to about 30 hours of homework that I need to finish in 6. *sigh*
Best wishes from Chicago,
Rob