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08-29-07, 11:43 PM
So I'm an unmedicated fairly new art teacher at the college level(first 3 yrs of actual teaching experience) and another semester has begun. I just want to scream and then curse up a storm, maybe finish off by throwing myself on the floor. I'm that frustrated with my unmedicated self.
I teach this one studio class which is actually 3 different subjects in one classroom (painting, drawing, and 2-d design students) This would be challenging for a normal person but for me, ADD inattentive, it is a nightmare sometimes. Students, all wanting to ask questions at the same time. Actual lines forming to ask me questions. (I'm feeling the need to curse again!!!) :eek: Students interrupting me, constantly, all this information being thrown at me like grenades.
Fortunately, I don't show how undone I am becoming on the inside but it is still happening. Since it is a night class, I stew over the nights events and it is hard to get to sleep. It doesn't matter how much outside time I spend planning, I can never anticpate or control how distracted I become with trying to keep up with and help all these students.
I am trying to be patient waiting for my appointment with the psychiatrist to get treated for ADD as an adult. Since I haven't been on any meds in ten yrs this is proving difficult, have to be rediagnosed. Any improvement in mental clarity, ability to prioritize outside information would be a miracle.
Until then #*^***####$$^^&*U*IUYU**()(^YT%%%&Y^$EE$E##, curse, curse, kick scream! Can any teachers relate? Hell, can anyone relate?
I teach this one studio class which is actually 3 different subjects in one classroom (painting, drawing, and 2-d design students) This would be challenging for a normal person but for me, ADD inattentive, it is a nightmare sometimes. Students, all wanting to ask questions at the same time. Actual lines forming to ask me questions. (I'm feeling the need to curse again!!!) :eek: Students interrupting me, constantly, all this information being thrown at me like grenades.
Fortunately, I don't show how undone I am becoming on the inside but it is still happening. Since it is a night class, I stew over the nights events and it is hard to get to sleep. It doesn't matter how much outside time I spend planning, I can never anticpate or control how distracted I become with trying to keep up with and help all these students.
I am trying to be patient waiting for my appointment with the psychiatrist to get treated for ADD as an adult. Since I haven't been on any meds in ten yrs this is proving difficult, have to be rediagnosed. Any improvement in mental clarity, ability to prioritize outside information would be a miracle.
Until then #*^***####$$^^&*U*IUYU**()(^YT%%%&Y^$EE$E##, curse, curse, kick scream! Can any teachers relate? Hell, can anyone relate?