Grimlock
09-03-07, 09:59 PM
I am on the following: Dexedrine (15mg a day), Lithium (750mg a day, but cut myself to 600...), Celexa (20mg a day)
I sweat easily (i think because of the dex), some days I feel so fat and lack any kind of drive. I want to lose some weight, but it's hard to do that when the thought of exercise p!sses you off mostly because I hate sweating, I don't understand how people go to the gym everyday.. it's disgusting and annoying, sweat fr!ggen sux. I have no ambition, no discipline. I assume this is a depression thing, I hate when I see people who have ambition and discipline, mostly because I get jealous.
I want to go off Lithium completely, cause I think it helps further weight gain. :mad:
I want to feel healthy, lose weight, etc... but when you are bipolar-depressed-adhd type person, it's pretty fr!ggen hard to accomplish anything.
It seems like all I can do is b!tch and moan about it.
I sweat easily (i think because of the dex), some days I feel so fat and lack any kind of drive. I want to lose some weight, but it's hard to do that when the thought of exercise p!sses you off mostly because I hate sweating, I don't understand how people go to the gym everyday.. it's disgusting and annoying, sweat fr!ggen sux. I have no ambition, no discipline. I assume this is a depression thing, I hate when I see people who have ambition and discipline, mostly because I get jealous.
I want to go off Lithium completely, cause I think it helps further weight gain. :mad:
I want to feel healthy, lose weight, etc... but when you are bipolar-depressed-adhd type person, it's pretty fr!ggen hard to accomplish anything.
It seems like all I can do is b!tch and moan about it.