finally, i'm 40 years old, and i realize i'm ok i just have add!! i don't need a counsellor, or all these love books, or lorazepam, or immovane to sleep! now what! i'll go see my doctor, tell him all the research i have done, he'll give me meds, anyones better than others??? i can't be like this another day, i will jump out of my skin!!

You should go to the doctor and tell him your thoughts. Be sure to tell him why you think you have adhd. Be advised that some general practitioners still think that women don't have ADHD. To make it worse, some don't think adults have adhd. Chances are your doc will be okay. Just tell him you think you have adhd and tell him why you think you have it and take it from there.

ME :D