see7towers
02-03-04, 08:37 PM
Hey citruscat ,
Since Adderall , my brain seems to be able to pause long enough to think about what is the best order to do a project in ..
I do not know if this is a side effect of me not being bored and now I am not rushing through everything or if it is my brain slowing down long enough to think about things ..
Prior to meds , I could not even finish painting a room , there were a couple of reasons for this .
1. I would lose interest shortly after starting and it would become a major push to finish which was painful ...
2. I wasn't getting satisfaction out of what I was completing , so the motivation to keep going sizzled ..
3. I did not go about with proper preperation prior to starting the job , forethought was not there and this caused frustrations such as not having certain tools with me , having to go hunt for them .. loosing the tape for taping off .. Taping off I did very quickly and sloppy because I just was not into doing it at all ..
This was my problem , things needed to be done and I just had no incentive past 15 minutes or so ...
What I did do gave me no reward either .. I think this is important to keep one going to finish the job and do a nice job ..
4. Tools in my house were all over the house , we have 3 tape measures , but try finding just one ... We have 5 sissors but try finding just one pair when you need them ..
We have several rolls of tape , again I have to go on a hunt , this caused me a great deal of frustration ..
For me I put things down where ever because I never had the tenaciousness to organise anything .. it was too tedious and if I even tried I would get lost in something else and forget all about what I was doing prior .. Classic ADD stuff ..
Since Adderall Xr , forethought is there , I gather all my tools I need for the job first , I survey the room , see what needs done first .. Taping off is still a bummer but it is not Painful ! In fact I take my time and do it right and this gives me a sense of accomplishment that was missing before ..
I can pay attention when I start painting and while it is still a chore , it is not a push and I actually get satisfaction with what I have done so far .. With that feeling it is much easier to finish the job and not get distracted with something else .. In fact I take great joy in finishing the job ..
The room that I painted when I started ADDERALL XR was my bedroom which needed it very badly , I not only painted it , but I also did a technique called ragging which takes longer because it is 3 steps .. The whole process was rewarding instead of a PUSH !
Am I making sense to you ???
Adderall Xr is the slow release and I am currently on 20 mgs 2 times a day .. I take 30 mgs in the morning at times and 10 in the afternoon .. I open the capsule to do this ..
Sometimes I take 20 mg in the morning , then 20 mgs afternoon ..
I take Adderall everyday , if I did not I would be back in what I call my grey cage .....
The world seems to have color when I take adderall to use a metaphor ..
Adderall Xr is smooth in that it takes you up easy and lets down easy .. At least that is my expierience .. When I first started my body had to adjust , but after that I did not get jittery , my mouth still gets dry at times , but I drink water or chew gum ..
My appetite at first was diminished and this worried me some , but after about 3 months appetite came back to where I could eat healthy ..
What I did in the begining is made sure I had yogart , a piece of fruit , anything small to eat as long as I ate ...
I take vitamins ,
While taking adderall they say to watch ingesting citrus acidic things such as orange juice after taking a dose because this will impede absorbtion ..
Sometimes I will feel the adderalls effects more on some days than others , my husband and son both get this as well , I think it has to do with hormones ..
Sometimes you can get anxious as well and for that I take klonipin but for me I do not need it often at all ..
Basically I do not even know I am on the med , except for the fact I can do things like I always wanted to and I get satisfaction from it .. I even took up sewing and bought a sewing machine ..
Before meds I would have never done this , I would say it was boring .. cause it would have been boring for me before meds ..
I still get bored sometimes but now I think it is like everyone else's bored ... My bored was emotionally painful for me .. and it was constant .. so I fell asleep alot despite my hyperness ..
I started at 20 mgs at 6:30 in the morning , and I noticed I lost steam at around 1:00 pm , so I asked if I could up the dose and that was a year ago , and this dose seems to be fine ,, 20 mgs 2 x a day ..
Tolerance has not developed and this was one of my other fears , but so far so good ....
Since Adderall , my brain seems to be able to pause long enough to think about what is the best order to do a project in ..
I do not know if this is a side effect of me not being bored and now I am not rushing through everything or if it is my brain slowing down long enough to think about things ..
Prior to meds , I could not even finish painting a room , there were a couple of reasons for this .
1. I would lose interest shortly after starting and it would become a major push to finish which was painful ...
2. I wasn't getting satisfaction out of what I was completing , so the motivation to keep going sizzled ..
3. I did not go about with proper preperation prior to starting the job , forethought was not there and this caused frustrations such as not having certain tools with me , having to go hunt for them .. loosing the tape for taping off .. Taping off I did very quickly and sloppy because I just was not into doing it at all ..
This was my problem , things needed to be done and I just had no incentive past 15 minutes or so ...
What I did do gave me no reward either .. I think this is important to keep one going to finish the job and do a nice job ..
4. Tools in my house were all over the house , we have 3 tape measures , but try finding just one ... We have 5 sissors but try finding just one pair when you need them ..
We have several rolls of tape , again I have to go on a hunt , this caused me a great deal of frustration ..
For me I put things down where ever because I never had the tenaciousness to organise anything .. it was too tedious and if I even tried I would get lost in something else and forget all about what I was doing prior .. Classic ADD stuff ..
Since Adderall Xr , forethought is there , I gather all my tools I need for the job first , I survey the room , see what needs done first .. Taping off is still a bummer but it is not Painful ! In fact I take my time and do it right and this gives me a sense of accomplishment that was missing before ..
I can pay attention when I start painting and while it is still a chore , it is not a push and I actually get satisfaction with what I have done so far .. With that feeling it is much easier to finish the job and not get distracted with something else .. In fact I take great joy in finishing the job ..
The room that I painted when I started ADDERALL XR was my bedroom which needed it very badly , I not only painted it , but I also did a technique called ragging which takes longer because it is 3 steps .. The whole process was rewarding instead of a PUSH !
Am I making sense to you ???
Adderall Xr is the slow release and I am currently on 20 mgs 2 times a day .. I take 30 mgs in the morning at times and 10 in the afternoon .. I open the capsule to do this ..
Sometimes I take 20 mg in the morning , then 20 mgs afternoon ..
I take Adderall everyday , if I did not I would be back in what I call my grey cage .....
The world seems to have color when I take adderall to use a metaphor ..
Adderall Xr is smooth in that it takes you up easy and lets down easy .. At least that is my expierience .. When I first started my body had to adjust , but after that I did not get jittery , my mouth still gets dry at times , but I drink water or chew gum ..
My appetite at first was diminished and this worried me some , but after about 3 months appetite came back to where I could eat healthy ..
What I did in the begining is made sure I had yogart , a piece of fruit , anything small to eat as long as I ate ...
I take vitamins ,
While taking adderall they say to watch ingesting citrus acidic things such as orange juice after taking a dose because this will impede absorbtion ..
Sometimes I will feel the adderalls effects more on some days than others , my husband and son both get this as well , I think it has to do with hormones ..
Sometimes you can get anxious as well and for that I take klonipin but for me I do not need it often at all ..
Basically I do not even know I am on the med , except for the fact I can do things like I always wanted to and I get satisfaction from it .. I even took up sewing and bought a sewing machine ..
Before meds I would have never done this , I would say it was boring .. cause it would have been boring for me before meds ..
I still get bored sometimes but now I think it is like everyone else's bored ... My bored was emotionally painful for me .. and it was constant .. so I fell asleep alot despite my hyperness ..
I started at 20 mgs at 6:30 in the morning , and I noticed I lost steam at around 1:00 pm , so I asked if I could up the dose and that was a year ago , and this dose seems to be fine ,, 20 mgs 2 x a day ..
Tolerance has not developed and this was one of my other fears , but so far so good ....