random_zombie
10-13-07, 05:27 AM
Hello, my name's random_zombie, I'm 30, and I have ADD. I also have general anxiety issues and I used to drink a lot. I quit booze and benzodiazapemes about a year ago. (The withdrawal from the benzos was my worst month EVER, I'm sure.)
Anyway. I had been diagnosed with ADD as a teen. Was prescribed Ritalin. Only time I took it back then was to abuse it a couple of times, and it was before I had my first panic attack.
I digress. I've always been smart; but I haven't been living up to my potential. After 10 or so months of sobriety I noticed thing weren't getting as better as I thought they would; I had also leveled out my anxiety problems. (Was initially 'scribed 40mg of Celexa; went down to 20) I decided to look into the ADD thing again.
So I did, and was re-diagnosed. I was prescribed 10mg of Ritalin twice a day, to start out. Today I got it!
Now, I haven't had a panic attack in a while. The last time I felt a little panicy was after a coffee AND a red bull. So I decided to take the 10mg with two coffees. The good: cleaned a bunch of stuff. Did laundry. ACTUALLY FOLDED MY LAUNDRY RIGHT AFTER IT WAS DONE -- something I *never* do. It was odd; I found myself *vacuuming* more meticuously. Interesting. The bad: watched a movie afterward; felt *beginnings* of anxiety. Too in-tune with my body and whatnot. Some discomfort.
So I liked some of the positives, though I could deal without the mental discomfort.
Anyway, that's the first day. How bad, really, is caffeine and ADD? Does coffee hop up the ritalin a little or a lot? Cuz I was still feeling the anxiety after four-five hours. I guess I'm going to try again tomorrow without the caffeine.
I think something else behind the discomfort was the newness of it all. I mean, there is a definite change in thinking... Does the anxiety wear down after a few days? Weeks? Was it all just the caffeine? Thoughts? Suggestions? Should I reup my SSRI a little? Think that would help?
Nice meeting you all, by the way! I've been reading the boards over the last month or so...
Anyway. I had been diagnosed with ADD as a teen. Was prescribed Ritalin. Only time I took it back then was to abuse it a couple of times, and it was before I had my first panic attack.
I digress. I've always been smart; but I haven't been living up to my potential. After 10 or so months of sobriety I noticed thing weren't getting as better as I thought they would; I had also leveled out my anxiety problems. (Was initially 'scribed 40mg of Celexa; went down to 20) I decided to look into the ADD thing again.
So I did, and was re-diagnosed. I was prescribed 10mg of Ritalin twice a day, to start out. Today I got it!
Now, I haven't had a panic attack in a while. The last time I felt a little panicy was after a coffee AND a red bull. So I decided to take the 10mg with two coffees. The good: cleaned a bunch of stuff. Did laundry. ACTUALLY FOLDED MY LAUNDRY RIGHT AFTER IT WAS DONE -- something I *never* do. It was odd; I found myself *vacuuming* more meticuously. Interesting. The bad: watched a movie afterward; felt *beginnings* of anxiety. Too in-tune with my body and whatnot. Some discomfort.
So I liked some of the positives, though I could deal without the mental discomfort.
Anyway, that's the first day. How bad, really, is caffeine and ADD? Does coffee hop up the ritalin a little or a lot? Cuz I was still feeling the anxiety after four-five hours. I guess I'm going to try again tomorrow without the caffeine.
I think something else behind the discomfort was the newness of it all. I mean, there is a definite change in thinking... Does the anxiety wear down after a few days? Weeks? Was it all just the caffeine? Thoughts? Suggestions? Should I reup my SSRI a little? Think that would help?
Nice meeting you all, by the way! I've been reading the boards over the last month or so...