Ok guys,

I'm going insane...

I'm stuck in a house with no Tv, no internet, No phone...

I go to school at 5am each mourning.
I get home 8pm each nite,

I have no life.


I have ONE person I can talk to (my parent...)

I'm going nuts...

I'm bored...
Really bored...
Stale....like, putried, alge, stale water, stale..the kind of wather that actually not only kills the fish in the water but a few large anaimals that happen to get to close...yea, that stale.

I'm going nuts..

What....ever.....



I'm starting to think this was poinles..

lo........

oops, forgot the outher L...

Lol...

yea....


ben-a-while...(forsed)lol*

hhehe.....eh.......


x.x (stress)

Oh, yea, and don't even get me started on the public school syestem...I failed the goverment school syestem? EXCUSE ME!?

Heh, a IQ of 125, and a GPA, of 1.8, I wonder how that happens. Honesltey, I want someone to explain this to me. A kid can learn quantium mechanics in the 9th grade, but has to be taught geometr for four years...(personal experience here mind you)

HAH! And I really want someone to try and explain to me why the symptoms for a "gifted" child, and a "add child" are the SAME! with allmost no un-overlapping symptoms, but NO! THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME~!

I'm a Gifted spacial ADD thinker, DEAL! DEAL PEOPLE, DEAL!

Oh, trust me, you would have trouble paying attittion in math class...Do you know what they teach me in "geometry", this is FROM MY NOTES!

"If it is a poodle, it is a dog"
"if it is a scooter, it is a vehicle"
"If it is a snake, it is a reptile"

...thats from my notes guys...I'm a Senior in highschool, and THAT is what they are teaching me...

and no, I am not exaggerating...we took notes, and examples over that #($*# for allmost a WEEK!

=utter rage=

I feel your pain. I used to HATE coming home on breaks from college. My parents watched Law and Order reruns ALL the time and they wouldn't hook cable up in my room. I had NO car and NO friends who lived near me. I thought I was going to go NUTS! I think I did a time or two. Stinks being without the internet. I would cancel my cable before I got rid of my internet. Heck, I would quite smoking before I got rid of my internet!

Dude...why do you have no internet?? No TV and no PHONE?? No phone is bordering on dangerous...what if something happened? How in creation could you call 911? :soapbox:

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!


:mad:

Well, there is a phone, but, its not or long distance, etc, I rather not use the creepy thing, I hate phones, and thier stuiped phone cards,and yea... I added stuff to my first post too,


blarg...

I mean, My weekends, I work, (I'm a member of the enviormental club, so I spend my weekends digging, and plantting... days off from that I'm driveing 50 miles so I can call my friends from my cell, because thats the only place I get reception)

Then I go to my grandmas house, and I work, I dig, I chop wood....I have no social life and the work I do I end up doing for free!

Because, I'm not comfortable with takeing on a job, I mean, so much else is going on and I really, really wannna make sure I grad!

So are you, like, at the library or something? Man, this SUCKS! You got cut off from your support system. :(

On PURPOSE it occurs to me! :mad: Man that burns me up!!


By the way Space says "HI MAN!!" and have you heard from Missing lately?? I know you two got to be buds ;).

No, haven't heard from missing. srry :p

Yea, I'm at the libwary.

Finally....feels like I gotta beg to get here, alltough for the most part I never bother to ask,


It just feels like I'm rotting! Latley I have gotten really interested in drawing, and takeing my art to the next level but its hard to sit down and draw when it feels like the house around you is sucking the life outta you!

:( from what you writer it sounds like the life is getting sucked out of you, too.

Erm...and don't mind Missing. She's a strange bird, even on a good day. ;) She'll show up eventually!

Any chance you can make the visits to the library a regular thing? Then you'd have this place to come to for a little peace of mind...just an idea...I hope a good one...:)

Still wanna be a Ninja? I still do! :cool:

Still wanna be a Ninja? I still do! http://addforums.com/forums/images/smilies/cool.gif

Sure, if I can sucka-punch people in the throat!

I went to the zoo today, I smell like camel...they stink, I need a shower...




Blarg.

I dono about the comeing to the libwary being a regualar thing, thing....troubleome.

i'm getting s bored its hard to operate on anthing but miminal level!

I read somewere that if you are denied social activity, then your brain shuts down, and if you pair exesise with that, then you "numb" yourself with exersise....

people, I'm luckey if I talk to anyone...do have any idea how stuiped the adverage high schooler is!>>!?! I don't even wanna talk with em! I'm SORRY BUT when you get told off for useing a "big word" like, "advent" its a little hard to TALK TO THESE PEOPLE!

GAHHH

=rage=

Since when is the word "advent" a big word? http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y92/kzrainbow/icon_perplexed-1.gif

http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y92/kzrainbow/eyell.gif

They should have been here to see Mspen use the word "floridly"...they would have passed out! http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y92/kzrainbow/icon_SHOCKED2.gif

I forgot to give you this: http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y92/kzrainbow/icon_hhhugs1-1.gif

And pfffft! Easy things like going to the library are only troublesome if you let them be...or if your name happens to be Nara Shikamaru! :p

I finally made it back to the liebwary....that is proabley missspelled.

I'm so arrgravated at this, (thats right people, I'm still ranting, not-sorry, feel free to rant with me, or at me if i get on your nerves)

You know guys, I understand that people have a right to say
"I have ADD"
"I'm bipolar"
"I'm ODD"

BUT WHEN MY PEERS HAVE TO SAY THAT EVERYDAY! WHAT IS THE DEAL!!!!!!

Do you know what I was told today, standing in the lunchline, from a girl that has to be one of the biggest thornes in my side...

"Well, I can't help it! I'm Bipolar, ADD, ODD, and really hyper, I had Luckey charms, AND! frosted flakes for breakfast"

she says stuff like that constantley! Of course I didn't say anything, because after all, that would be rude? and no one should ever be rude to anyone else, because that would just be mean and horrible! =gasp=

yea...right...Then eirlier that day I casually mention my ADD and she jumps on me with "your not "add" enoughf to have "ADD"

WHAT@!

It makes me so freaking angry because I keep myself in such check to never let my teachers know that I have it, or to ever use it in the context of a exceuse EVER! and I get bashed like that, ok, so maybe I'm not constantley jumping up and down, and screaming at people on a normal baisis but hey, I try to contain myself! and... =fume=